06/07

2008-12-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

jess;

hie lovely! :D haha

miko;

so how did your date with royston go? :D cook for him someday!

ain;

yeappp :D when are you free to go out?

monkey;

haha. why didn't you go for prom! + you and then 6 of us will be complete!

reen;

yeah. thankks babe! your hols coming soon! yay :D

eli;

haha.

syu;

i didn't go for kpop night! lol. i just saw them at the airport while mugging! :D :D aigoo. sad that i can't make it for twooters outing mann.

neh;

haha/ hiunghiung! and yes. U-KISS! :D

yinsy;

heee. i'm good! prom was fun with you guys :D next up - kids camp!

eli;

thank you so much babe! for everything! hope you're having fun in US now!

U R Man - Triple S

2008-11-23T22:17:00.008+08:00

So much has been happening lately but strangely enough, I haven't been updating. I don't know if it's just me or Blogger's really screwed (my photos are in a huge mess) and that's why I haven't posted in ages even though the A's ended on the 14th.

I've been spending time with Zee,Yinsy, Ade-jie, SEA, sissy, my family and mostly - reen.

My 18th wasn't so great. Everything pretty much sucked except for the sweet birthday wishes (esp text messages from unexpected people - wink-), my two brother's sudden chucking of brownie cake into my hands when I got home (plus a card lol) and meenz's call (thanks babe for embarrassing yourself just to sing for me a birthday song - opera style). Other than that, it was just tears + falling + ...

I'm taking it slow for now - day by day. Hopefully I get the tutoring assignment that I want cos coaching bro isn't exactly what I have in mind.

Shopping's really tiring and I realised I don't really have the stamina for it.

Random thoughts floating around now FB-styled.

Was supposed to send sissy off at the airport at 4am but I couldn't drag myself out of bed. Mom said she called me "deaf" when I woke up this morning. Lol but I'm really sorry, sissy dear. Will prolly fetch you home on Thursday when you'll be back from Cambodia.

The scratches/wounds are really itchy and bothersome. Sissy says that's because it's healing. I hope so too. It looks so much like self-inflicted slashing on the calves.

Tomorrow will be a better day (I hope).

I (secretly) miss mugging.

k-fandom

2008-11-03T23:12:00.004+08:00

Seeing stars in real life is like heart thumping!

2PM 2PM 2PM!

Junsu's chiseled jaw, Khunnie's red beanie and especially Taek's saccharine smile with his white beanie! Won't ever forget Taek and his toufu, soft, white skin!

Didn't manage to see Jay though ):

It was just awesome being part of all the screams and action! Singing to "Nobody", "So Hot", "Too Much", A!, "10/10"!

Meeting new fangirls (and fanboys - Wonder Girls) was really fun - Deanna's love for Jaejoong, Jonghyun (so meeee!) and her "JYP, Saranghaeyo!" lol, Desiree's with "Junsu, Onew condition" and her "Mirotic" rap, small and adorable Nydia trying to record her fancam !

Thankyou so much ade-jie for staying with me till the end! Loves!

2PM 10/10!

Neh! We seriously need to go to these next year! The atmosphere is INSANELY CRAZYYYY!

Back to Math now. Hwaiting, hwaiting everyone! :D

Back At One

2008-10-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday, Reen!
Thank you so much for being an awesome girlfriend for the past 8 years and counting!

Hope you like the present! :D

Catching up with each other last night was great - haven't seen this babe for ages! Thanks for hearing me rant about my stuffs. It's nice to know that she's someone who will always be there for me. "You're strong!" -Reen, reassuring me. I love you, babe.

Yummy pop tarts from her for breakfast today!

18 Oct - Happy Birthday, Cheer! She's the only one who calls me, "Woman!" xoxo.

19 Oct - Happy Eighteenth, Monkey! I adore this pic of her.

Sissy's leaving for Bali and then to Cambodia soon ):

The chat we had last night was really memorable :D Talking about our school life, memories, funny/stupid incidents, crushes ... Both of us fell asleep close to 2am. Lol. Love my sissy! :D

Hwaiting!

of (awesome) family, brothers and friends

2008-10-17T20:58:00.006+08:00

Went to visit my godparents on Monday night :D

Spot the biological parents and the godparents (: I like it when Mak hugs me and kisses my cheeks. Hee. They're truly wonderful godparents (:

Haha. It's amusing how everytime I visit them they'll both exclaim about my height! :D

Love my godbrothers! Abang Fauzan (28), Irfan (26) and Jalal (27). Abang Jalal kept asking me about my studies while we caught up about our parents and work. Teased Abang Fauzan about getting married- kept asking him when he's gonna get married and I couldn't stop laughing when he looked all shy and flustered! Haha :D The trio tried to change the subject by asking me if I have a boyfriend. Lol! Failure failure! Surprised that he's not attached yet cos I think my bro's pretty eligible! In the end he told me he plans to marry before he's 35. "Don't worry, I'll invite you to my wedding." Yay! Can't wait!

Before we left, he passed me a green packet and I (cheekily) told him in Malay, "Next time, don't give me money okay? I want a wedding card!" Lol :D Poor bro, got teased by me the whole night. This is what happens when we don't see each other for close to a year! Such a joy talking to them :D I guess this is the closest I'll get to having an older brother.

Sissy & I! :D Visiting my aunt's house in Tampines. It was really sweet how she's already planning to sew next year's baju raye, showing us both the textiles and designs. Hee :D Love love dearest Yot! My dear aunt is forever asking me to go out and shop and both of us had finally decided on a date! 14th Nov - My last paper + Her birthday!

14th Oct 2008.
Happy 18th Birthday, dearest Jess Fishy!

I'm so sorry the phonecall was a little hasty and quick but I just wanted to let you know that I remember you!

Love you! Stay adorable always! Muacks :D

Met Charl at Macs after GP Mock. Played around with her IPod touch for awhile- Love Calculator! Haha. While waiting for Ms VIP to arrive (:

Love her watch! :D

She finally arrived and look what she gave me...

Shameen's LEGEN(wait for it)DARY STRESS BUSTER KIT - filled with Milo/Mocha, Nescafe, Granola Bar and my favourite in the yellow envelope- a sweet letter from a dear friend :D

Flowering Spades - Sean Hayes.

So adorkable!

Love all the Indie songs she introduced to me on her mac (before we camwhored like mad women and it died on us) D:

Charl Chin!

ROFL at the woman sleeping in the background.

Studied with Charl after meenz left till mumsy called me to go home cos it was pretty late.

To Charl: Hey babe! Don't worry about Math alright? From what I observe, you CAN do Math! You've got the basics and what you gotta keep doing now is practise :D Loves!

Selca. Funny how the next day I got a text from this babe saying, "So have you read my letter BITCH." Haha. If it was other people I'd have flip hearing them call me bitch but meenz calling me bitch = calling me dear :D :D

Love my TK girls :D

Mugged with Ham, Eli & Shai at T3 on Wed. I swear they can talk (x3) forever always full of gossips- haha. Shai and her green foodie bag, Eli talking to herself and Ham being Ham :D Got couple shirts with Eli - mine in icy green while her's in lilac. Felt darn uncomfortable with the two shopkeepers fussing over me (: Drew up a shopping list with bro! Bumped into Mr Joo on the way home - the cancer story is hilarious - kids really do say the darnest things. Can't wait for the Dec camp! I miss all the little kiddoes and their funny, adorable antics! :D

Consultation day on Friday. Lit with Yinsy was really fun! I think now Mr W's scared to make me angry already. Haha. It's good how both of us tend to disagree on the poems, how stubborn and insistent that my idea's correct and I guess through the verbal disagreements, both sides can benefit from it. Really enjoyed consulting him - one of the consultations where I really show my (true) self? (:

Hang in there.

2008-10-15T20:40:00.001+08:00

I'm giving you and myself a second chance. Things must turn out well.

Wild Eyes - Shinhwa

2008-10-13T19:05:00.005+08:00

I liked today - just the two of us. It's been quite sometime since we were alone together (:

Our beloved juicy cheese sausage.
Our 358 roundabout.
Gold digger & zee.
Jezr and my pink tote.
Running around like little kids.
A new bump/blue-black.
Red bean/peanut pancake.
Wasabi shaker fries.

TAG REPLIES;

zee;
haha! you were so adorable today trying to guess the gold digger! lol :D :D nono, not saliva! and omg that thing you asked siyin & i to pass around and back to you was just grosssss! haha.

renee;
are you renee ong su-yin, ROSY? the renee that likes to play with my canon slr? liking kim hyun joong TOO? OMG! haha. since when did you know/like korean guys? ahhhhh! spazz with you more in school! haha :D

cherlia;
haha. no problem, dear (: your class is a nice bunch of people (: thanks for all the Othello notes! muacks!

neh;
haha! ewwww. and your big "bib" haha :D omo. watched wgm? i super super heart joongbo in ep 29 and marco has a crazzyy-ass personality!

adieu.

2008-10-12T19:55:00.003+08:00

Farewell,

Farewell Assembly on Friday. Heartwarming & touching videos (: Loads of camwhoring (with sissy's baby- Lucas), catching up with friends, juniors, teachers... I have 341+++ shots to post up but I guess it'll have to wait till after the A's.

415- I'll miss them loads: all the bastarding, the laughters, how we're all quite distant but we do care for each other - looking back, I think that all of us were starting to bond on Friday.

I've been in MJ for almost two years now. How time flies so quickly... too quickly really. Press PAUSE.

Happy Eighteenth, Zee!
May you have a blessed birthday, my dear girl! :D

In 10 years time...

My favourite :D

& I love the talk we had in Neh's house- just the three of us - talking about the future, how our future husbands would be like, how they have to get along with each other because of us, how our kids will mirror our personalities and play with each other, talking about marriage... Even videotaped a short video for our future kids featuring the blue Japanese pad (ROFL at the stupid things we do - chasing each other around the house over a small toy, having a burp contest with me being the soprano, neh the alto and eli the bass LOL...)

I love these girls, I really do (:

Second Chances,

opposites.

2008-10-08T21:16:00.005+08:00

Went on a study date with my lovely senior last Saturday. It's been some time since we last saw each other (:

OMO. Thick textbooks.

I think Ain's really pretty (:

She treated me to drinks since she was latee. Haha. Chatted about school of course and she hoped I'll go to NTU too. Maybe, baby since Char and I want to get into SMS. I was doing my math papers when I got stuck on AP/GP and pondered for a pretty long time. When I peered over to see what she was doing, I realised that she was helping me to solve my question instead of doing her Bio tutorial (so touched) :D A pretty productive day since both of us were really quiet while mugging.

Hope to see her again sometime soon. I always feel like the pampered younger sister when I'm with her (: Go visit your Mr Dentist laaa. & bake for him cupcakeees! Haha. Muacks.

My aunt is really one creative lady. Look what she gave me instead of a green packet for Hari Raya. It's a card with my initial cross-stitched in front.

And it opens up to reveal moolahs, slot inside :D

Random shot before the last Econs lecture. Love Zee's hair in this one (:

Mich, MiaoYing & I stumbled upon this 'waterfall' on the way home. Lol. That video is so retarded! :D

Went to school today for only Chem lecture & decided to mug with Ade-jie.

Macro shots are awesomeeee.

Look what the both of us did. Before.

After!

It was really fun studying with jie. Managed to talk about a lot of things ranging from relationships to deeper issues. She's someone who's really mature and easy to talk to (:

I went by myself yesterday, delving into the notes and studying by myself. Met Norw there as well as Elfie and Atiq. Norw treated me to Subway cookies, good boy (: Studying by myself made me realise how much I miss the times I spent with you, just the two of us, passing time by concentrating diligently on our work and slotting in fun stuff like people-watching when we grew tiresome. I really wish I could revisit those times and bring it back but I know it's difficult and it may only be on my part. Till then, I won't stop harbouring those thoughts.. . This may sound really cliche, but I'm happy if you are (:

Manda gave us all a goody-pack to wish us good luck for the As. So sweet of her! :D I love the gift-bag the most! Haha.

Look what my youngest brother wrote in his Science Practice Paper.

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were."

Hari Raya Puasa

2008-10-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

My relatives from KL came about 12 plus on Wednesday morning and the adults chatted till about 2am. I got some shut-eye until 7 when Mumsy & I woke up to start cooking for the guests. Clumsy me scalded her hand while heating some food up. Had yummy breakfast of ketupat, serunding, satay goreng, sambal sotong (pretty much the delicious usual) and then the whole lot of us fell into a deep slumber after breakfast (blame dani for sleeping first) until the guests arrived around 3pm.

(Credits: Sissy & Me)

Nawfal!

I look so traditional. Like some kampong girl with the slippers, aye? Haha.

unglam moment! :D

My grandmother (:

It's always fun playing games with the cousins.

I tried Indian Poker on them - with UNO cards of course since the adults frowned upon poker cards. So there was only 0 - 9, pathetically.

I got cheated by the little brats a couple of times. It's difficult to decipher who's telling the truth! Haha. Loads of shouting, screaming & laughing! :D

The aunt that I really look up to & respect The one who gives me the most valuable advice :D She looks so manja in the pic.

Sissy & I should go join M.I.L.K.!

My cousin and his blingbling handbag. Okay, I actually forced him to carry it hence his facial expression! (:

Classic.

Not the complete family- one family's was at Gilman Heights, one in New Zealand and another in America. But it's amazing how much everyone has grown/aged.

D taught sissy & I the bulb function of the SLR and three of us played around in the dark, it was funny how D got the apple but missed the stalk while sissy only managed to capture the stalk I drew. Lol :D

Finally, the full apple! :D

The crazy cousins :D

All the girls comparing boob size. Lol! :D

Candid polaroid :D

Sissy & I handmade cards for our KL relatives to remember us by (:

D's irritating when he's around, always mimicking the way I speak and my actions (it's amazing how all along I thought he's younger than me but he's actually older-lol), but now he's gone back and I think all of us miss him loads. Hope that the next time they come to visit, Meer, Fau & I are free to all go out together :D

Every raye, when all the relatives come to visit, I'm really grateful that everyone is healthy and that I'm thankful for a pretty closely-knit big extended family (:

THE MERIDIAN HEARTBEAT 08

2008-10-03T21:02:00.001+08:00

Ee Babo.

Look who's back :D Had a nice time chatting with Chris (nudges Eli) haha. Glad he's doing well in SP Business School.

Haunted House with sissy thanks to Bahiah who treated us (: It was a tad terrifying! I hate being in the dark especially with people grabbing you and blowing and throwing things over your head. Plus making sawing noises and having long haired people walk slowly towards us. Luckily sissy was with me and we planned to scream in the 'ghosts' faces. Lol. Spotted Nikki in his Einstein mask with his house tee peeking out from the black robe haha! Nikki, nikki... :D

"I'm not sitting on the chair~" - Sissy
"-snatches torch from sissy and shines it at the crawling 'ghost'- Get back! Get back!" -ROFL

wywy :D miss this girl loads- huggles (: I 'sulked' when she told me VJ was her first choice but it was adorable seeing her try her best to persuade me to not be angry. haha :D

yes- oldest to youngest rahh. haha. (wy looks really coy)

it was fun chatting with mssuey again :D hope her cough gets better.

fusion dance! look at all their smiley faces :D

Still remember the times in TK when she'd stalk Eli! Haha (:

Dinner at Fresh Bulgoggi @ Downtown. Steamboat + BBQ. It was a really cosy place. Yummy food! :D Loved the marinated beef & the sauces. It was amusing how they kept checking to see if we were doing alright. Felt really full after that.

Headed to McCafe to do some work and bumped into Poi = all the catching up on gossips! Haha :D Funfun! Chatting with her always reminds me of all the bastarding sessions (meetings) we had when we were in office. Lol. Monkey came and demanded some guides cookies from me. Haha.

Neh called and I put her on the speaker which was damn loud! Haha. & she was scolding us both of spazzing over 17 year olds. Lol. Thanks Eli for mugging together & for the nice dinner :D

Nina's such a sweet junior :D [my two brothers have been pestering me to share the cookies with them]

Darkness Eyes

2008-10-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

she sells seashells by the seashore

2008-09-29T15:39:00.004+08:00

Today was a good day- I feel really happy :D

Yinsy & I realised today that it's true - we do complement each other a lot (: That girl is just so adorable when she's flustered.

Madam came and approached me in the morning while I was waiting for Yinsy in the GO, all smiley and warm. We talked about my studies and how near the As are plus a little on econs (lol). She was telling me that now's the time to peak and shine and ended of with "I will continue to pray for you." Ahhhh. She's like the sweetest :D She feels like my second mother in school. Hee.

The funny thing in GP today was when Ms Fau said my thesis was too "self-centered". Haha :D Plus it feels weird when tutors call you by your nickname/what your friends call you! I still haven't gotten used to her calling me "Syaf". Lol (:

I miss seeing G around school.

Chem was fun- Mich, Yinsy and I discussing while doing our timetrial. And his "Higher Chinese Institution" = HCI. Lol.

Wenru singing Rihanna's "Disturbia" throughout Math lecture was seriously damn irritating but it was funny (: And his attempt at seducing was a huge failure, 'nuff said. Lol. The whole lecture was about him distracting me, calling me "manly", asking me "why do you look so serious" etc. Shall go complain to Poi. Rahh. Haha.

She looked like a Greek goddess today, resplendent in white and gold.

Bumped into Loy Mei Ching outside White Sands :D

Mich and I had a good talk after school :D Glad that I've someone in the same boat as me. We'll strive hard together, alright? Hardwork, hardwork! College Day 2009!

Sissy and I were talking yesterday on the important things that we have to get with our raye money which consisted of more lomo films, developing our films, jet black skinnies, more converse sneakers and havaianas. I think I'll most prolly be tempted to spend on stuff that I like. Haha. F-O-O-D! :D

I wish I had a glowing keyboard.

Aimee says that TOP eats lotsa fruits so I've to start too! :D Youngbae's "no. i don't hungry" is so cute! Haha.

Inkigayo performance was delayed for an hour because Yunho’s pants ripped during the recording, due to the intense dance moves in Hey. (smirks and then spazzes) Xiah Junsu's hips ain't a force to be reckoned with.

I've always wondered if artistes do get sick of playing and listening to their own songs.

purple line - sexy back remix.

On the Playlist:

Wrong Number - DBSK
노을..바라보다 (Look At.. The Sunset/ Afterglow) - DBSK
넌 나의 노래 (You’re My Melody) - DBSK
잊혀진계절 (Forgotten Season) - Hero Jaejoong
Love In the Ice (Korean version) - DBSK
You - Brown Eyed Girls
남자를 믿지마 (Feat. BigTone) - M
I 'M' U (Feat. MightyMouth) - M
Honey 꼬시기 (Feat. 유빈(Wonder Girls)) - M
Hot Girl - SeeYa
집으로 돌아오는길 Feat. SG워너비 [김진호] - SeeYa
반쪽 (Half) - Solbi
Do It, Do It (Feat. Maniac) - Solbi
별처럼... - Solbi
언제나 함께 - Solbi
Cute Love - Solbi
미쳤어 (Feat.에릭 Eric) - Son Dam Bi
Saying I Love You - Wonder Girls
Nobody (Ballad Ver/Rainstone Remix) - Wonder Girls
"잘해봐 (Good Luck!!) - Super Junior-Happy (Supy)
Mature - Hwang Bo
Cracks of a Broken Heart (Eric Benet cover) - Onew
Only You - 2PM
Hero - Younha
Someday - Younha
So Hot - Verbal Jint
You Don't Know Me (Duet with Jade Valerie) - Kim Dong Wan

TAG REPLIES;

yinsy;
haha. yes (: tomorrow last day of fasting month already! can cook yummy spicy rice cakes! haha :D

neh;
koizora haha. yesyes- hiro in the drama looks like hero in real life. haha. hope you like the album i gmailed you! from your SHINee fangirl. haha.

zee;
haha, yesyes, cheerup babe! :D

elie;
what jiwang! i was listening to warna 924fm when the song played (: you & your justin- forever and ever....

jess;
hie babe! talking to you that day was funn! cute butt girl! :D jiayou - healthy eating, yea?

syaz;
lose weight? yeah (: i think you haven't seen her for a very long time that's why! (:

charlotte;
charlll! haha. yeah. why don't we bump into each other anymore WorXxx? love your style, hun! hope to see you around!

06 넌 나의 노래 (You’re My Melody) - DBSK

2008-09-28T18:13:00.003+08:00

Met eli yesterday and we went to mug at the airport. Pretty nice place to study except for the distracting aroma of the cookies and other food wafting around. Haha :D

Guess who I bumped into? .... Sufi & Kangie! Pleasant surprise (:

Kangie helping me solve my P&C problem.

I miss seeing this super neat handwriting of my girlfriend (:

Love her tee! Your dad's real hip, babe. Haha (:

Took 36 to town to meet neh & it was a pretty long busride. Long busride + aircondition = sleep! The long busride also made me realise that there are so many places in Singapore that I've not visited.

Met neh at BORDERS where she and her romance novels are inseparable (: Chatted about the prelims for awhile and walked around. Spotted this guy in a cowboy get-up together with the hat and he had such nice, curly, silky-smooth goldilocks hair! Lol.

Went to FarEast after that. Was sending neh Wonder Girl's latest single, Nobody and we spazzed over K-pop. Haha. I think she must be so amused that I'm such a SHINee fangirl. Jonghyunnnn! It's funny and a tad scary how I'm turning into a crazy fangirl of K-pop. Maybe cos neh's into J stuff nowadays, right? (:

Managed to get my raye shoes, kitten heels omo. Hula&Co. was having some super sale. Eli & I got a top each - thanks for helping me choose, babe! :D Super duper in love with it cos it's superb for feel-fat-days. Haha. Cute hearts.

The adorable tote bag at this cute dainty shop tucked away at a corner of FarEast. The shopkeeper was really nice (sometimes pretty blunt tho but haha) and I successfully haggled with her over Eli's tops in Mandarin (lol!) but in the end, the babe only bought the butterfly pastel top (: Pretty!

Nissa joined us later and we browsed through more shops. Neh was so amused by the braided hair extensions. Hee. They were showing DBSK's first live tour concert vid at a corner - so weird lol but both of us were standing there and singing to Rising Sun! Haha. There was this girl who stopped by, looked at the video and exclaimed, "Xiah Junsu!" while flailing her arms and then running away lol! The fandom in sg.

Trained home with Nissa & Eli while talking about NUM guys and skinny guys. Lol. Eli, we seriously weren't purposely bastarding Justin! It's just in general.. Haha :D

Hearts this brother of mine :D I look sunburnt, aye?

Raye's coming in 2/3 more days. I don't know if I feel excited or not but my relatives are coming from KL so it should be better (: Cue - cute cousins!

Big Bang's Heaven perf was FAB. 24/7, You're my Heaven.

DBSK comeback stage was awesome though Jae was having a cold. Hwaiting! :D

I have this huge craving for ramen cos I watched WGM's Ep 26 last night and Crown J was slurping his ramen so deliciously.

Okay, off to cook some! Haha :D

Thank you.

childhood

2008-09-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

Kaulah satu satunya
Di antara berjuta
Insan teristimewa
Patah tak tumbuh lagi
Hilang belum berganti
Kerana kau tersendiri
Kau kebanggaan kita
Kau budayawan bangsa
Engkau lagenda

Lagenda - Sheila Majid

2008-09-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

Solitude?

Sky Of Love

2008-09-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

Hiro: Where do humans go after they die?
Mika: Heaven.
Hiro: I want to be the sky. So I always know where you are.
Mika: Like a stalker.
Mika: Clear skies will mean you are happy. Rain will mean you're crying. Sunset means you are embarrassed. Night will mean you are gently holding me.

Koizora (2007)

indian poker 415

2008-09-19T23:00:00.005+08:00

Just got home from class bbq- it was fun! (:

Mich texted me when I was in the bus, saying that Mr Ng just left with Pam- bummer ): When I got there, Zee showed me around and helped me with my food, just like the host. Haha. Thanks babe (: It was nice hearing everyone ask me if I've broken fast yet (: Shirley and Manda was there too! Hugs (:

Thanks to Shu & Wenrooz who barbecued for us the whole night- yummy chicken wings, prawns, satay, stingray, mushroom&cheese, sotong, corn and sweet yam. They were arguing over whose secretary I am lol. "She's my secretary! I know her longer than you." - Shu "But I'm Peter Parker!" -Wenrooz. Lol- those two! They had some satay contest and wenrooz satay turned out nicer- potential satay man! Haha.

It was nice just sitting by the poolside, eating and chatting with the class, taking photos, hearing Char scream when she plunged into the water as they played catching. Listening to Poi and Jim's repartee about her Disney World marriage and him saving $1 per day starting for now so that he could pay for her :D

Decided to play Indian Poker after that. Sat super near the block of flats. The 'coffee' (forfeit drink) was made by yt - F&N orange, pulut hitam, satay sauce, bits of mashmellow, butter (from the bbq), honey etc. The first few rounds was pretty innocent with me and weishi in an agreement (: Then yanlin decided to turn things around and made everyone change places. The backstabbing began. Lol. Jim was so funny! He didn't know who to trust and was really clueless! Abel & I decided to bastard yanlin and she fell for it when I backed Abel up. Lol :D I made Zee change her Ace to a King. I think after that my luck went down - 2,3,3 and 6,7,6. Horrible numbers. Haha. The drink tasted really sweet and okay at first but the after taste sucked- made me nauseous. Lol. Wenrooz joined us later and of course he got bastarded. Haha.

Had fun on the train ride home, chatting with zeebee and weishi, a lot of confessions and pretty loud girltalk - the A girls. Haha (:

Pics with yinsy darl (:

Out with sissy tomorrow.

Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi.

TAG REPLIES

reen;
haha. isn't that the pretty kinky place? lol.

zee;
yyay! indeed it was farrrr away. lol. i know i'm a k-junkie! but more like a fanatic, really. haha. thanks for your concern tonight babe- i'm okay. mom didn't scold, luckily. hee. i still think you look like a B - and that's a compliment! :D

nicole;
haha. yes i admit it was me (: haha. ask yinsy cook for you! yesyes, you also must eat more! hee.

yinsy;
haha. where got fat? (: this babe who like to disturb me- secretly snapping unglam pics of me at the bbq today and blowing on my neck! haha. okay, after fasting month, i can eat your yummy spicy rice cakes! hee. have fun with the si muggers tomorrow! eat more eat more! :D

eli;
haha. thanks babe! :D parkway with you was fun! and conferencing lol. i'm still thinking of those adorable baby clothes....

neh;
heeee. how's your last paper today? (: yesyes! joongbo's 1.9cm peppero kiss & MIROTIC! yunho's moobs omg. haha. exposureee.

fatin syazana

2008-09-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Eighteenth Birthday,
my dear girl! :D

Hope you like the card, photo and presents! :D Smile always! Love youuu.

We cannot all be heroes and thrill a hemisphere

2008-09-18T23:00:00.012+08:00

Met naq & syu at White Sands to get fat's gift. We bussed to TM but before that I spazzed with rara dear at the interchange about the peppero 1.9cm kiss lol! Our Dong Bang 'men' aye :D Really miss spazzing with that girl! Hearts my capt!

At TM most of the shops weren't open so we three walked around after saying bye to Gem. Oogled at the electric guitars and waited for Popular to open while I was acting like such a dork in front the two of them, especially syu. I don't know why but everytime I'm with my girlies, I act like such a kid, prolly because I'm one of the youngest among them (:

Spent a pretty long time in Popular, choosing a romance novel for fat and decided on a baking book for nar. Naq found a book which parodied P&P's famous starting sentence. Lol. We went to the playground upstairs for awhile.

Naq :D Selca.

We were trying to play on those turning things, all climbed on and ready to spin when we realised it was rusty! Skirts and blouse were dirtied ): Lol. I think it looked wrong when I was drying naq's skirt for her in the toilet. Haha.

Bussed to Kovan while sharing stories of our childhood- all those dorky, naive yet innocent times. Much to their laughters (:

Searched for fat's tulips but to no avail since all the florists said that it must be ordered beforehand since it's such an expensive type of flower. We bought a close substitute though. Hmmm. I miss the place. Kovan holds so much memories for me- all the OSVAP times (:

While trying to run in front of the rubbish truck. Syu made me hold the flowers all the way cos she didn't want to after I said she looked like the boyfriend. Haha (: The hairband incident was pretty funny too! That adorable girl.

We waited outside SR for nar to fetch us, all really nervous and attracting loads of stares from the stark different blue uniform. Rushed past the crowd and waited at the stairs while nar went to the class to not keep fat from waiting while signalling to us to come in with her hand. I opened the door and peered in first while the three of us then shouted "SURPRISE!!!!" and sang her a birthday song! The birthday girl looked so shocked and awestruck that all she could do was sit there and laugh :D

When she regained her composure, we were all engulfed in a beeg hug :D Took a video of syu being all shy when giving fat her flowers and then we passed her the novel we bought. Nar was pleasantly surprised when naq & I gave her the baking book as a belated gift cos she really wanted one (;

Fat took us a tour round the school which had loads of people mugging. Scary! But it's a really nice place, full of painted walls that I like (:

Sat in the canteen and chatted while deciding whether to buke together (: Had loads of catching up done at the same time.

This is why I love natural shots- they make me smile.

Press "Alt".

LOL @ syu! (:

One of the rare times she actually bullies instead of getting bullied/suanned :D

When nar's hand accidentally touched the bird droppings.

Cute birthday girl (:

I miss sitting with my legs wideeeee open (:

Squish the baby!

Love these girlies :D

When I passed fat my card as well as the sec two photos, we reminisced about the times we had. (: Remembering our annual raye visits.

Being the girls we are, the issue of ht/wt came up while waiting for the bus. Lol. I've grown fatter of course. & nar dear, don't worry, you're not flat! we're just late bloomers :D

Spazzed with syu on the busride to tm - her wallpaper's Big Bang but screensaver's Double S' Hyung Joon. Lol. "YOU LIKE manly mature guys ar" while she seems to prefer the magnaes of the groups like - Hyung Joon and Seung-ri.

We maghrib-ed at Ghufran. It's been quite sometime since I stepped into that place. Miss praying there (: The atmosphere's different - more serene and calming. Plus, all the makciks were really concerned about us, asking if we have broken fast yet and even feeding us dates and water. I felt so touched by their concern (:

We broke fast at Qiji- had mee rebus with naq and my favourite popiah! :D

Orangeeee.

The time spent in Qiji was so fun! Laughing over the times we shared in TK, reminiscing the past, remembering our old classmates, our teachers, the funny incidents which happened in class, all the secret crushes, them still teasing me about the way I laugh and the way fat laughs (: Dancing to our sec 1 orientation campfire item, "Objection" by Shakira. It was fun laughing our hearts out though we were being embarrassingly noisy. Haha. Even tried to remembering the lyrics to our school song and singing it out loud in Qiji :D

At CS,

Naq! Haha :D

Nar in her own world (:

We were trying to dao syueeee.

Don't ask me why syu looks like that (: Haha. Too cute though!

ROFL @ fat & naq's expressions!

My cuteee friend! :D

Had such an awesome day out with these girls. When TK girls get together, you can expect loads of noise and madness. It's cool how we can talk so comfortably together even though we're separated. Can't wait to meet up with them again after the A's - maybe just a simple gathering, cycling or off to Sentosa (:

p/s: sorry eli for not telling you about this cos when we had the conference on wed night, it wasn't really confirmed yet plus you had plans to mug at T3, aye (: don't worry, we'll let our babies play together sometime! haha. loves.

bestie

2008-09-17T22:31:00.005+08:00

The wait is over (:

The four of us vege/nut went to Novena after the last paper. It felt weird somehow, to have time on your side for once. The whole journey was fun, chatting with Mich about our TK days.

While waiting for the shops to open... Having uncles laughing at a bunch of girls taking self-timed shots on the floor of Novena Square. Haha (:

Life has been moving so fast that sometimes I wish it'd just slow down so that i could watch cars zoom by. Just like today.

Saw a couple of interesting shops- like the Korean mini-mart (loves) as well as Mama Bakery which tempted me so much, I just had to snag the yummylicious bread and give in to the wafting aroma of the bread. Mmmm.

Happy girl!

Yinsy's spicy rice cakes looked and smelled damn good! Just like the ones I saw on youtube. Haha.

The really nice peach mint sweet from the K-mart. Thanks zee! (:

Had a fun time just walking around, chatting and laughing at the outlandish fashion some of the shops had. I just realised, we four are going to prom! Yay (:

Decided to meet eli since we parted pretty early. Waited for her at MP library for awhile. When the bus zoomed past TK, I was pretty surprised at how the whole place have changed - now with Donut Empire and some new shops, the feeling was just different from last time. Hmmmm.

Went to shop around at Cotton On (the sale was madness), C&K, Topshop (that girl bought a pretty bunny necklace- love the sweet pink). It was funny how we kept bumping into the same juniors. Walked around to Song&Song and then back to Parkway where we went gaga at Esprit's kids collection. OMO. The baby clothes were so adorable as well as in FOX Baby. (I secretly wanted to have a baby when I look at the clothes- the maternal instinct kicks in) We were cooing at everything. Haha.

I found it cool how we finished off each others sentences as well as said the same thing at the same time on a couple of occasions. (cos that's what best friends are for) Like in Body Shop, looking at the range of eyeshadows and exclaiming "That is so pretty!" at the same time- ahha. And remember looking at the Nike bags and going, "That is so Jansport!" Haha. Both of us are looking for backpacks and jetblack skinnies (:

Love this babe (:

Was watching America's Got Talent at night when Neh called and so, the three of us had a conference, planning our jalan raye and laughing at Neh's weird but cute dream and the two of them suanning me - having something planned up their sleeves for my coming eighteenth. Lol. Love love SEA :D And can't wait till the three of us reunite.

Cheers to friendship.

Touching Advert

just because

2008-09-16T21:03:00.003+08:00

Alex - 데이지 (Daisy)

Too many thoughts.
Locked out.
Sky.
People.
Laughter.
Sunset.
White.
Blatant.

Nostalgia

2008-09-13T11:43:00.002+08:00

Fri, Jul 22, 2005 at 12:06 AM.

Looking back, it was funny how we were both so *bang* awkward.

It's been three years...

10/10 - 2PM

2008-09-12T20:31:00.006+08:00

Gosh. Haven't did a proper post for ages.

Econs today was pretty alright (: Thank god for yinsy spotting correctly. yea babe? Not sure if the veggies/nuts are going out on wed..

Last Wednesday, I met up with Reen to go for yoga at True Yoga. Was supposed to go with Eli though but she wasn't feeling well (:

Waiting for her to get ready :D

Finally caught up with this girl on the train ride there (: We arrived late and Caren asked if we could join the next class. Lol. So we went shopping first. She wanted to go to John Little and we trooped there. I smsed sissy saying that I spotted Mr Yap (TK) and he still looks the same! Didn't get the pumps she wanted, sadly. Walked back to FarEast was deciding between red pumps and matching star shoes. Decided to get the pair below because it was so cute and it felt more comfy. Looks like it's some beachwear lol.

I now have matching blue straw bags and rattan-y shoes- all I need now is a sundress??

She was busy camwhoring while I was changing. The dressing room's really pretty and chic!

So we went for Therapy Yoga for an hour. It was really easy at first and then it more intense when I realised I couldn't stay in the position. Looking around, Reen and I were like the 'misfits' of the class, unable to balance and keep still. I think both of us were the noisiest! Always falling flat and then laughing. Haha.

The ladies in the class.

The last part of the lesson was just relaxing - the yoga instructor told us to just lie flat on our back, concentrate on breathing and just relax for three minutes. Guess what? I actually fell asleep! Haha! :D Cos the next moment when I woke up, everyone was sitting up and in the meditating position. Gosh - so embarrassing.

Things I learnt about myself: I suck at balancing, lost my flexibility (I think it's the lack of TKD training) and sucky breathing. OMO.

Babe left after that to meet her mom and I chatted with Caren for awhile. The class was pretty fun and relaxing (: Wanted to try Hot Yoga but I would have died in the 40degrees room since I was fasting..

On Friday, meet Reen again to pass her stuffs to her. She dragged me to Eastpoint in my super unglam tee and trackies. The uncle at Each-a-cup was really funny and charismatic lol. She bumped into her parents while I bumped into Zhijun (or so I thought) and Goh SiWei :D Chatted with my primary school friends for awhile and then went to Reen's place.

It was a nice night, just sitting on the beachchairs overlooking the pool and talking to each other in the dark. Whatever happens babe, you know I'll always be here for you. Plus it really helps that we live so near each other (: Don't worry.

Ryan was so deaf indeed. Gee, that KFC boy (:

Playing with sissy's falsies.

To be cleared after the prelims.

Random shot. Can see that I was playing around with Lucas.

The cousins came over on Saturday night to break fast together. Chaotic, I swear! Especially when we girls get together in my room. They were measuring their sizes for my aunt to sew their baju kurungs and realised that they bought too little cloth! Haha.

Nawfal's such a handsome boy (:

When I was going to school on one of the days, I met zj and he told me the guy I saw at Eastpoint on Friday wasn't him but his twin brother. Gosh! Haha. No wonder he was looking at me in a weird way and I thought he was trying to be cheeky. So embarrassing! I even hit him in the arm. LOL. His twin brother prolly didn't recognise me. Zj told me that his bro asked if he knew any MJ girl living in Simei. -runs away and hides-

Haven't really been sociable this past few days but manage to catch up with some of the juniors yesterday as well as today. Thank you Nina for that surprise hug on Tuesday :D

Nikki was being a dork yesterday, as usual. I've always found it superbly fun to chat with him because he's just so ADORKABLE! :D "Everytime I see you in school, you're always studying!" Lol. He and his bike. Aish- I miss the juniors.

Managed to chat with Serene for awhile today (: Love chatting with her! She's always so cheerful, smiley and pretty I feel as though I'm sucking the energy off her!

The snail sissy twisted and bend from wires. Pretty cute, eh? (:

I dig..

DISCO Part 2 - Uhm Jung Hwa (ft G-Dragon)
Sarang Hoo Ae - FT Island
Troublemaker - FT Island
Telepathy - Younha
Gossip Boy - Younha
기억 (ft Tablo) - Younha [she's just awesome!]
Kim Bum Soo's 6th Jib
Because of You - Shin Hyesung
My Love - Kim Dongwan
The House You Live In - Park Jin Young, JYP [so random, I know]
Cinderella - Seo In Young
다시 한번만 (Destiny of Love) - Shinhwa
RUN - Shinhwa
Not Young - U-KISS [kevinkevin]
Salad Day (Digital Single) - Yoon Eun Hye and Lee Dong Gun
Together Forever - JunJin
3! 4! - Roora [just because Big Bang sang a cover of it]
10/10 - 2PM
This Song - 2AM [sunye and jokwon's duet]
Vanilla Love - Lee Hyun Ji (ft Onew)
So Hot - Verbal Jint

It's amazing how much things have changed within a short period of time though I very much would like things to be the way they were before.

indeed there are too many things that remind me of you

2008-09-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

I know from today that we still stand a chance. I believe all's not lost.

Please make it true.

TENTH

2008-09-03T22:02:00.005+08:00

HAPPY TENTH BIRTHDAY!
to this lil bro of mine.

Wearing sissy's wig.
Looking pretty.

BRAT.

I love seeing my folks so happy.

I stil love him even though he may talk back to me most of the times and he's so superbly irritating, but he's still my lil bro. Yeah (: MICKY! May you have a blessed birthday & hope you grow taller. Plus, please GROW UP! Haha.

Another pretty one. It's scary how my brothers look prettier than sissy and me.

I love my family (: Our crazy moment.

J Electro Project Album - Love Child

2008-09-02T18:10:00.003+08:00

To COMEX with dad on Saturday to get memory cards for bro's PSP and mom's extra storage and at the same time, he got me a new baby :D I love having loads of space! Mmmmm.

At PS's SPOTLIGHT with sissy to get her wig for the play. We were choosing between a shoulder length one and a bob. Lol.

Both of us had a major craving for caffeine - dropped by the super crowded Starbucks to chat and have a frapp. The barista was trying to act cute! shudders-

That was then

This is now.

How much we've changed in the course of 3 years..

"Seems like peter parker got himself a secretary." -wenrooz

The SHINee World (Doo-Bop)

2008-08-30T02:51:00.003+08:00

[민호-Rap] '블링블링' is "종현"
우리 '박력탬'은 "태민"'
두부 온리다'는 "온유"
SHINee '만능열쇠' "Key"'
불꽃 카리스마' "민호"
My name is "민호"
우린 빛을 내는 "SHINee"
We're living in the SMTOWN!

On Replay.

Y Si Fuera Ella - Jonghyun

2008-08-30T01:23:00.011+08:00

Happy Teacher's (Superheroes) Day!

Was baking till pretty late last night, printing out all the cards etc (: Felt super self-conscious in the morning cos of the mismatched bag haha.

With Char while we watched the J1s dancing their ACES day workout. WS, Char & I were the only zi-high ones cheering. Lol.

Them dancing. Spotted Nikki dancing - omo! So cute. Managed to catch Ms Suey to pass to her the brownies. She wanted to read the card immediately haha (: Still having her cough - hope she takes care of herself.

Hakim!

Ade-jie :D

The concert was nice though I very much preferred last year's. This year's concert was decent the mood was a tad loww but - loved the dikir (of course!), puppet perf by lizzy's sis & friend, dance society, awesome perf by the cute Chemistry Brothers with their song, "Collide" about Free Radical Sub of alkanes. I loved the band perf - "Your Guardian Angel" the most. "Vote for Obama!" (inside joke by ws lol)

Rainbow!

One of the few who bothered to dress up. Cute eh, military dude dancing to hiphop.

Time to sprayyyy~

Mr Chua's so adorable.

Guess who! Haha. One half of Chemistry Brothers.

ML was so hip! I thought she was gonna pop on stage but she actually climed onto the table nearer to us. Lol! :D

Rara - Indiana Jones! He was so sweet - asking me about my studies :D

Ver, Abel & Wenrooz.

The JOKERS. I know Zee thinks I'm crazy today- jumping in front of random people and asking them if I can take a photo of them. Lol! I was singing "All Star" to her the whole time. Haha :D Serious ding-dong mood.

Z & Ver!

Super adorable capt & vicecapt :D Z, did you change your hairstyle? It looks different .. unless it's because I haven't seen him for quite some time haha.

Big kiddo (:

The shirt we bought for Mr Ng. Super 60s! I made him do the Saturday Night Fever pose! Haha :D

Kawaii desu!

Look Neh! My teacher & capt doing the "So Hot" pose! Haha :D

Shushu's floating...

I went to meet Madam to give her the brownies & she was so adorable! "You actually remembered me!" she exclaimed and then engulfed me in a hug! -shocked- Felt so touched and she's just so motherly :D Omo.

WS complaining about not being able to fit into mine and ade-jie's loveshot. Haha (:

Beware.

Dennis! :D We look so redd here! Haha. I must have been prancing around too much.

Did I mention that Nikki & his medals are like - inseperable! Haha. Oh my - I realised that I miss the juniors a lot, their smiles and their cheerfulness. Ever so important since I derive my energy from others.

Bahiah! :D This manja junior! Forever smacking my butt! Lol. Did so well in dikir perf could hear her voice so clearly & loud! Yay!

Crapped with WeiYang in the bus about his Mark. Lol.

Met up with Eli & then trained together to Harbour Front to meet Neh. We three were busy counting the number of stares we got from using the exact same bags! Lol :D

Had lunch at Banquet where I bumped into Haikal - grins. It was funny seeing Neh super happy, eating her food - since she was really hungry! Hee (:

Walked around as usual - Eli & I went on some jeans spree. Was trying on clothes at Pull&Bear.

The combi that Eli picked out for me. Chic, aye? (; Floral top with high waisted black skinnies. I tried on the other jeans but it was too tight so Eli and I decided to try each other's tops. Pull&Bears dressing room walls were pretty high & Eli almost threw the top to the cubicle next to mine! Haha. Noisy girls :D

Continued our spree at F21 where Eli helped me find this pair of light pink jeans. Tried it on and it was like a perfect fit - fell in love with it immediately (pinkpinkpink) and when I came out, Neh was like "Taemin!" Haha :D I played should/should not with them and they said should. So I bought it of course - 20 bucks from initial 63.

To FOS - they were trying to find for me tees that match the pink jeans. Really like the grey + rollerblades printed tee! It's cute, everytime they find something suitable, they'll both go, "Minah/Syaf! This is so you!" Haha :D

Bought Neh's raya necklace from Diva, stopped for coffee at Starbucks cos we were thirsty and I was hungry. Neh's expression everytime she drinks coffee is hilarious! It's like her face scrunches up in a really adorable way. Haha :D Eli has this thing against guys who drink tutti-frutti stuff lol.

Spot the similarities.

River Island. Fedora.

Neh had to leave early so it was left with Eli & I. Went back to F21 & found this cute dress for 26 bucks! Looks so chic and cute on Eli. Sorry I made it seem like I was more interested in your belt! Haha but the dress is really nice and different from her usual style! :D

Had a fun day out with you girls (: Neh and her hats haha. Buke with each other soon okay? We'll find the time.

Sissy - the class nerd! Haha. I was surprised she has the same glasses! Lol.

I need to go to COMEX.

Koh Jid Mal - Big Bang

2008-08-28T07:27:00.002+08:00

A new day. A new beginning.

Red/Green

2008-08-27T21:38:00.004+08:00

The past few days was crazy, trying to debate with myself, my feelings.

The result.

It didn't help that I had a huge misunderstanding with my dad on Tuesday night on top of everything that's been happening lately. Worst of all- it was over something that's so trivial.

2 days later, today, things are better. It sucks being misunderstood, really but I just want him to know that no matter what happens, he'll always be my father and I'll always love him.

Gym with Eli yesterday morning to let off some steam. It was good sweating since I haven't exercised for months! Sissy was right, I should vent it all on the exercise machines, inanimate objects instead of hurting myself.

Met Asyura and Shai (her MLEP friends) for lunch and then off to her house to mug.

Shai's a real cool girl and she gives off that unni (older sister) vibe to me. Haha. It's funny how she fusses and is so amused over my curls.

Asyura! This girl's so random and funny!

Three of us were busy untangling Eli's necklaces while she played with her Omnia at a corner. Lol.

Really liked this exerpt that Eli showed me from Handmaid's Tale. Simple language, yet powerful and evoking. Believe.

They studied for Malay Lit while I did Math at the dining table while the nice smell of pineapple tarts wafted from the kitchen. Mmmmmm. Malay Lit sounds pretty interesting actually.

Thanks babe for the wonderful day yesterday. I haven't laughed so hard for ages (: Can't wait to see you again on Friday-must tell me about Island Creamery and the yoga session with Shai okay?

Really need to thank my dearest sissy for hearing me rant and for supporting me all the way with her smses and sweet notes. I was really touched when she slipped a note through the toilet door while I was crying inside which resulted in me crying even harder. Omo. Love you sissy (:

This dork is informidable- I seem to be losing at arguing and pwning him nowadays. Lol. Irritating brat but still adorable to me (:

The three adorkable ones :D

Reen~ My dear girl, thanks for the sms informing me of my ex-ec and his KFC ad. Haha. Don't worry about Phoebe and everything okay? Just think of me and your handsome Travun Chua and everything will be alright :D Hang in there babe! Remember that I wanna see you smile and be happy always - like the way you are in the photo (: Loves.

I finally completed my birthday post for Heechul dated July 10.

sum3r updated my BOY fanfic Chapter 22. Score!

I believe that it'll be a sunny day tomorrow (:

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx

2008-08-25T09:43:00.001+08:00

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Prettiest.

2008-08-25T08:33:00.001+08:00

You.

2008-08-24T21:41:00.004+08:00

I just read our old MSN conversations and realised how much I fucking miss you.
You don't know how much you mean to me.

Please come back.

Heun Cheok (Destiny of Love) - Shinhwa

2008-08-24T10:13:00.014+08:00

While going to school one morning, I saw a Daesung look-alike! From the side view - fringe combed to the right. Same protruding, pouty lips! Same face shape and even skin tone! Haha. Spazzes. I hope he didn't catch me staring at him x)

Guess who.

Yummy snack.

Relieve the childhood days.

Chupa Chups Surprise. Thank you Ms Fauzana (:

What we did for Ms Suey (: (click picture to enlarge) Happy early teachers' day! Monkey & I passed it to her on Friday morning and she was pleasantly surprised, thanking us and reminding us to exercise - lol! "Don't just study! Must exercise! Stay healthy all the way until the A Levels!" & she said, "I'll miss you guys." Awwww :D Bestest HA ever.

The whole canteen watching Li Jiawei playing her semi-final match LIVE during recess. The cheering was awesome & the patriotic spirit was apparent (: sans for the guy behind me who kept cheering for China. Geez.

Zee! Everytime I'm with her I tend to act really immature & lame so much so that both of us kept giggling like crazy. Lol! Remember the bus ride on thurs. & babe! I want the sadistic link of the cannibal guy! :D Awesome.

Went to the NTU Campus visit with Char twinny - School of Physical and Mathematical Science. Apparently, Yongky was there too! :D Introduced the both of them to each other and the three of us talked loads on the way there. Loads of sibling and funny childhood stories :D

We stepped into the School of Mathematics first with Sandy as our facil. Awesome brand new buildings and the whole place was so huge. I'll prolly get lost! They showed us the conference room where there were mikes and lcd tvs for video conferencing - like the ones they have in big firms and corporations. Way cool!

The lecture theatre there.

Nice design (:

One of the tutorial rooms where there will be discussion going on for example- see the scribblings and workings on the glass panels? I was highly amused by that (:

We crashed an ongoing class where all the students were doing calculations and computing on their PCs. Really friendly people who turned around and said hi to us when we stepped in :D I saw a lot of A .... and B,.....s on their screens though. Lol

On to the Chemistry section where an awesome local professor guided us around.

Research labs that spans across the whole storey and covers three floors! Whoa.

Char & I were so amused by these "emergency showers" that were placed along the corridors that Ms Tan asked us to pose under the shower and she snapped a photo for us. Shall ask her to bluetooth the pic to me when I bump into her in school :D Lol.

Fume cupboards.

The dry corridor and wet corridor is such an interesting idea (:

Magnetic fields.

A research room where the girl's from China and the guy's from Germany. So diverse! (: Spotted a guy from Kazakhstan too - very pretty!

A special table built, supported by air so that external vibrations do not disrupt the experiments. About 20 - 40K. Omg.

They use Nikon cameras ): Why oh why. Canon all the way man! :D

The professor that Char's infatuated with. Lol.

On to Physics. Like Sandy said, the whole place (schools of math, chem and physics) is interlinked like a castle - we kept coming back to the same place.

Watching a demonstration in the Physics lab.

Scary wires.

The Physics professor said something that I really thought was good advice- "Do something that you really like. Don't just apply for that course because your friends are taking it and it's popular. You will excel in what you like. If you're good, you're good. Don't worry, you'll be headhunted." (:

I guess this visit had opened me up to many things - that Singapore too, has state of the art facilities & it has definitely motivated me.

The Green Tea Ice-Cream Disaster.

Yesterday was such a gloomy, rainy day and I've never felt so miserable.

Jellybeans! :D

Mumsy's vintage flowery skirt.

Vain-pot. Love watching the Olympics with the family (: So "kecoh" and noisy with the folks commenting on almost everything. Bros found this female runner in the 4 x 400m race who had really broad shouders and looked like Ronaldinho. Lol. Loved Sanya Richards' finish in the 4 x 400m race where she overtook the leading runner to come in first and won the gold medal. I think Allyson Felix from the women's USA team is beautiful (: The high jumpers were really tall & slimmed legged girls! Whoa. Congrats to Andreas Thorkildsen (Norway) who won the Men's Javelin and even broke the OR!

One of the bestest camps in my life (:

Can't wait for Shin Hyesung's and SHINee's album to be released.

For one to survive, one must die.

SY

2008-08-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

There comes a breaking point in relationships and today was it.
I was brimming and too overwhelmed with emotions to the extent that I had to walk it off.

I guess it's true that everyone has flaws.
I admit I've always thought I'm the perfect, innocent one but in actual fact, I have flaws too. And I'm glad you told me about it.
I promise to be a less complex person, not such a tough nut to crack.

I'm really grateful to God for knowing a person like you.
Love you babe.

Dry your tears because tomorrow will be a new day.

twentyfirst

2008-08-20T21:00:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st Month, Reen & Trav!
20-08-2008.

This pair of lovebirds make me feel damn olddd cos I was with Reen throughout all the APPLE times and I'm really glad they're still tight. It feels heartwarming looking at their sweet relationship (:

Credits: sissy

"In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing."
Mignon McLaughlin

Congrats, you guys!

no words.

2008-08-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

You're Like Oxygen - SHINee

2008-08-17T12:08:00.008+08:00

Sissy's back! :D Haven't had time to really talk though. Thanks syueeee for the text haha!

The lasagne we (actually she only cos I was sleeping) baked before she left for camp. Looks pretty gross but it was actually really yummy! (:

Look who dropped by my house. Haha! Reen dear! Thank you so much for the yummy cookie! Had fun chatting with her & Trav (:

Meenz dropped by on Tuesday afternoon after double GP to surprise Charl and as usual with TK Girls around, it's always damnn LOUD! Haha. Went to talk at the swing in the garden for awhile- catching up on each other's lives and after that showed her around the canteen for awhile.

Sat down and watched the Olympics - from Charl's blog:

"HAHAHAHA AND WHEN SYAF AND I SAW THE CUTE JAPANESE GYMNAST BOTH OF US TOOK OUT OUR PHONES AT THE SAME TIME TO TYPE IN HIS NAME FOR GOOGLING PURPOSES (so disgusting and pervy right, we think alike) hahahhaahahah and then we were like WTF YOU PERVERT!!! HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG SYAF YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU LAH."

Haha :D

Ben is so lame really.
"I like Cassio."
"Hmmm? You know who's Cassio?"
"Ya. He makes good watches."
OMG -_-' Lol!

Mich's Pencil, Bodoh! (Pb) and us both standing like dorks waiting for G to notice us and giggling like little girls after that :D

Bumped into YJ on Thurs, I swear I didn't know we were standing right next to each other at the drinks stall until he told me he heard my voice and found it familiar. Lol (: Called Jess and we chatted the whole journey home - really really miss her lots & don't worry babe, hang in there - tank tops coming your way! :D We're seriously two random people who can talk about almost anything and everything under the sun.

Went to school with Sufi on Friday and finally met his little sister. She's so smiley and I secretly think she's pretty! (: He told me he saw me rushing to school for the past few days, walking really fast.

"Why you never call me or shout my name?"
"Later it'll be like.. Siaf! Shut up la Sufi!" *imitates me*
Ahhhhh. Forever bastarding me, that boy! Lol.

Squash with Yinsy was fun! More of running after the ball but there were some good games (: I love having GP consultation! Really makes me realise all my mistakes.

Chatted with Nina during her soccer break about school. Realised how much she's grown up when I talked to her, how much council have changed her. She's a lot more confident about herself and I'm really proud of her (:

The talk Mich and I had at the study benches after that was really good. I poured out all the feelings I've bottled inside me for more than one year. It feels good to tell someone your troubles and I'm glad that she shares the same thoughts as I do. I realised both of us have the similar character, personality and attitude and we really need to work on changing it (the attitude). Got to know some stuff I wasn't supposed to know but I guess it made me understand the other party more. Thank you Mich for the super long and heartfelt chat (: huggles.

Meenz called me just to tell me that Singapore's Women Table Tennis team got into the finals. Lol! (:

On Saturday morning, met Mich in school to mug. The weather was horrible- it was sunny one moment and raining heavily the next and back to sunny. Lol. It was freezing cold and Mich's hot piping instant Tom Yum noodles were timely and really delicious! Both of us slurped up all the soup and left the bowl dry. Haha. Loved studying with her (:

Guess who was at the busstop, just sitting there, waiting for the bus and looking hansome? 411's Xiao MiMi, Jeremy! :D I thought I was seeing things and whispered to Mich when we were out of the sidegate, "Is that Benji (his twin in MJ)?" Lol! Squeals- our PAE friend! Chatted to each other about school and studies. Most decent guy of the class still looks as good as ever (omg I sound as though I'm about to devour him but Mich will kill me for sure lol). It's really heartwarming to meet up with old friends (:

I like Kim Heechul's new hairstyle! Makes him look so much more like a little boy with those bangs covering his eyes (:

This one's for Zee. Just look at his lol-worthy expressions! Haha :D

TAG REPLIES;

yinsy;
haha you jiayous too! hello panda! you & seung-ri very pei-he already. lol! be a Big Bang fangirl! :D hwaiting!

reen;
yes babe! thank you for dropping by with Trav on sunday. misssed both of youu! (don't worry i miss you more than your boyfriend. haha!) i want to do a photoshoot for you too! remember our plan? haha. after my A's, will you be willing to be my model? :D

fil-;
haha. glad i bumped into you that day. yeah pretty ironic! same school but rarely see each other. what is this lol! :D

syu;
you like younger guys better aye? haha. got listen to Big Bang's new mini-album: Stand Up? :D TOP TOP TOP.

cherl;
haha. me too! your ben was so lame omg. i seriously don't know what to reply to him but i'm glad you're happy. take care of your throat okay? (:

suf;
SUFIIIIII! forever making fun of me! lol! i think your sister CHIO-er than you! :P hopefully i'll bump into you in the morning again! haha. watch out for me ;)

neh;
nehhh! haha you & your shades omg i can't wait to see you girls again when SEA reunites~ and yes, the comment on Chin Chin radio PAJAMA PARTY on youtube was from me! *embarrassed* haha. it's okay for me to fangirl over younger boys right? lol (: who can resist SHINee, really! Onew, Jonghyun, Minho, Key, Taemin!

naq;
thank you dear! omg i forgot to tell you that your dancing videos for pe were HILARIOUS. i think the girls danced really well and the guys were just amusing- like the turning around the pillar part. lol. but lyrical is so emotionally awesome (: loved the bleeding love video you posted too! intense.

meen;
haha. GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE. omg just cos you got unlimited smses noe.... haha. and it's really okay for a girl to like teddy bears, don't worry! :D you make me feel like having an older brother too! watching the table tennis/ping pong finals later (:

Inconherent Thoughts

2008-08-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

I really hope I've enough strength to last through the week.

I still seem to be living on a day to day basis.

I think I can't seem to think straight cos I fucking miss my sissy. There's this unexplainable emptiness inside me when she's not with me. No one to accompany me through the late nights, no one to sleep beside me, no one to rant to when I've just had a bad day. Her comforting presence is missing from my life right now..

Just two more nights alone, two more nights ... and she'll be back.

Dear God, please bless me and guide me through.

Saturday Afternoon With Dearest Sissy & Lucas.

2008-08-09T18:47:00.004+08:00

The Sell Signal

2008-08-08T17:26:00.003+08:00

080808

Sepet- perceptions, stereotypes, racism, prejudice, discrimination, pop culture, romance, the ability to laugh at ownself, stuck with social conventions, communication & understanding, mother-son relationship, question of self-identity & insecurity

Finally had the courage to ask.

1. Cherl & Ben @ City Link.

2. Crystal. Yiqian mumbles, "You should be studying~" He got a hard smack of course (:

Neh, Eli & Pizza Hut. Expect loads of loving sarcasm.

3. Serene, Miranda. Love love this smiley and pretty girl! (:

4. Michelle, Shenna, Steph @ Marina Square.

5. Sally & Wynne. My guidy dancy junior that kept hi-fiving me (:

6. Sarah Khaw

Meeting Sarah was awesome! :D I totally didn't recognise her at first when she stopped me cos she's become so pretty. OMO. She was exclaiming, "Why have you grown so tall!!??" Haha. My best structure partner in TKGuides (:

7. Elaine Ng

The super pretty girl on the right. My other guides friend way back in TKGS. They're now classmates in SA, Sarah's in cricket and Elaine's in Culinary Club & they were surprised I'm in TKD. Lol. Missed them loads. OMO haven't seen them for almost two years since we graduated in 2006. Chatted about school, studies, friends and when we saw a bunch of green TK girls entering Diva, it was almost nostalgic to see the prominent & familiar green again (: Hugs.

Eli searching for her prom shoes while Neh & I camwhored on the couch (: Lack of stamina lol.

Those heels were a steal from Novo.

My cute bangs friend (:

Should/should not?

Guess who?

Three of us were talking & laughing over Justin's mini pouch - that dork & planning our next outing- OMO that blue straw bag. Kawaii desu! :D

Screw the eyebags. Haha. Neh looks really adorable here *pinches cheeks*

Failed jumpshot.

It's when they're joking around and being natural like this that'll make me smile (:

Happy National Day! :D

SG.

8. Limin

9. LeDung

Followed Eli to pierce her ears. OMO. I think I squeezed her hand harder than she squeezed mine (:

10. Si Muggers - Yinsy, Shing, Sufi, Kang.
Sufi, "Bye Si-af!"
Me, "Shut up la Sufi!"

Lol :D

The three of us were walking and talking about our future- who'll get married first, who'll end up having kids first, how we'll respond if our boyfriends proposed to us. Eli said that I'll be calm and cool while Neh will be (video)calling us and squealing into the phone. I can so imagine that! Haha! I think our kids will have our somehow warped and wackehhh personalities & it'll be real cool if they are good friends just like their mothers. Sweet (:

Till that day comes, SEA forever (:

Woman. Lady. Namja. Incomplete.

2008-08-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

Stand Up - Big Bang

2008-08-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

Just a short break before I get back to Complex Numbers & more Math.

I can't believe Yinsy & I got so high while talking about the different shows to watch after As. Marathon! :D Pushing Dasies, Prison Break (3 seasons worth), Nip/Tuck, all our beloved Korean and Japanese dramas too! Plus the random mention of the soap opera, Days of our lives- lol! Yesyes, the hourglass draggy show.

Prom - should or should not?

A transition from J to G.

Shake - SHINee

2008-08-03T10:28:00.011+08:00

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Happy Eighteenth, Nar!

Talked to Nina & passed her the photoprint I did for her (: Finally. Hearts my little junior.

Chatted with Becky after school & she said, "Now I know how you guys felt." when I asked about Funfestique & stuff. Haha :D Don't worry, your sunbaes are supporting you guys. Phobos HC, Hwaiting!

Math (:

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Mich & I were feeling really happy today, we don't know why (:

alone.

yinsy & mich! mich told me ade-jie asked if I was really stressed cos I was quieter in class nowadays. OMO. Is it that obvious? Hmmmm.

Class 'photoshoot' was a blast! Though it was burning hot! We had our session at noon, under the midday sun & on the field- omg. The photographer made the guys lie tummy down on the soccer field, aegyo! Haha. I wonder how the photos will turn out. *anticipating*

Shushu! I miss being her personal secretary back in tk. (:

Ahbaos, shu & renee!

S415- Mr Ng's babies.

Zee, Yinsy, Mich & Syaf. Love this photo (:

Don't ask me what Zee is doing (: Haha.

DOF a little screwed OMO.

Weishi's expression is hilarious! She's the girl in the middle, btw (:

& Jump!

Sweet ade-jie.

The trio :D

Heart these girls.

Kept on camwhoring on the field until Mr Ng walked past and told us to hurry back to class. Lol! :D

Cheeky Mich!

Appreciation Day :D

We thought Poi was gonna appear in the video and we all ready to shout, "Vera, sia!" but she didn't - lol! :D And TKD was the "Hoo! Haa! Gang" ROFL.

PHOBOS 5th HC :D

The video of the leaders was pretty sad- loved the song the teachers used- 5 thousand years or something (: They just had to use the picture of me with the red pillow on my head looking so blahh. Haha. Zee smsed me later on, "yes i will. red pillow girl. (:"

Naq! :D Grinning like a dork here.

Rushed out for the food after doing the surveys. The three of us girls doing the exact same thing we did before, grabbing the nearest plates and piling it up with food. Haha :D & Edison was laughing at me trying to pick up the last piece of irritating pizza that kept slipping off when I was actually helping him! Haha.

"Even my hair is lesser than your beehoon!" -sw to Poi lol! I can't believe she left the plate of beehoon on the floor cos she couldn't stop laughing. It was really hilarious, how everyone was bastarding this poor girl cos of the amount of food she took (for all of us). Haha.

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The talk during COMPASS made me all stressed up about university admission scores etc. Luckily Nina was there to give me a little massage after that (:

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Last lesson for PE elective. Finally did rockclimbing today (: Need to apologize to everyone who belayed me cos I know I'm heavy and there were parts when I couldn't climb anymore so I just sat, hanging in mid air in my harness. Lol. It was fun but really tiring on the arms.

It was crazy trying to climb with Mango and her friends around haha! "Syaf! Don't give up! Stretch your leg to the right! Grab the disgusting thing!" Lol! I bet I had the most retarded poses up there, once being when I was holding onto something in the middle and both my legs were spread out in an M shape.

Love this picture best. I like how the light falls on the rockwall.

Mango!

Abel!

Yinsy showed me Mr Joo's sms during math tutorial. *squeals in joy* Another, EOY project - primary school camp! Might not be in Singapore too. Hopefully, the plan will materialise and Kang, Yinsy & Syaf reunites :D

Mich & wy! Really random shot.

Newest addiction! :D Thanks jie.

Mugged in the studyroom with Janey (spazzz over TOP!) & the tkd buddies- shing, yinsy & sufi. Went to disturb ben & cherl after that. Hee. It's been so long since I've talked to dear - take care okay? Hopefully everything will turn out okay :D

The two girls & sufi were trying to flip a coin when I came back. Made a lot of noise lol! :D

Walked with sufi to the mrt station (:

I think I'm going crazy. I saw 'Delivery Status Notification (Failure)' as Market Failure. Omg lol.

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Eli called me twice while I was napping yesterday afternoon which appeared as missed calls. In the end, neh called me back to say that they got this blue straw bag for me cos there were exactly three left- just nice (: Haha. Lol! It'll be damn funny - three girls in different uniforms with the same blue bag. Anyways, it was really nice hearing from them again! Hearing neh's bubbly voice, full of excitement and eli telling me that neh's classmates are "your (my) type". Lol can't wait for the next time SEA reunites (:

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Miss our study dates together- just the two of us (:

I love mumsy. She's really so sweet- just placed strips of paper with words of encouragement on my study table (:

Sissy's gonna get a Holga and I can't wait! A new addition to the lomo family :D

TAG REPLIES;

reen;
hey babe. thank you! am feeling much much better now, don't worry. hope you're doing okay too- with your projects and all :D Mommy's going = more freedom for you?

zee;
thank you dear! hope you've gotten my email regarding the photobucket album and password. hugs*

zaki;
thanks dude! yea, you saw me during appreciation day- feeling okay now (: ahhhh, I miss our meetings and all our bastarding sessions, us working late into the night as a HC... when's our phobos HC outing gonna be? the one that you're planning :D

fil;
OMG fil! come come here! haha. I swear I haven't been seeing you around school at all! *squishes fillo*

eli&neh;
love you too~ thanks for the call yesterday! so scary- I thought it was gonna be a video call and I just woke up and looking all shagged haha. can't wait to see both of you again as a threesome yea? :D

bani;
baniiii! haha. miss you laaaa! still with izwan aye? all the best to the both of you! you've grown so much prettier too! :D

meen;
haha omg meen! yyay the sixers are here like that :D Was reading your LJ - Queen Akbar? :D Hahahaha. Omg. It's been so long since I've met up with you! Hope you're doing well in school! Take care yea?

cherl;
hello! :D sorry for suanning you on friday but I can't help it! It's been a really long time since I did that. hee. don't worry too much about friendship stuff okay? cos i'm here! and so is ben! haha (: see you around in school dear!

2008-07-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

Still feeling the after-effects of the past two days but I'm better today.
Need to quit moping around.
Tennis today was good- whacking balls.

Hang in there, girl.

Buy A Nice Car.

2008-07-27T11:39:00.007+08:00

Vege & Nuts Picnic Day

Mich being such a sweet omma, cutting dragonfruit for us.

Spicy tuna sandwiches and peas chips. Looks gross but they taste good (:

Hmmm... Who is zee thinking of? ;)

The front-rowers :D

Mugged on my own. Some super nice makcik came to talk to me for awhile, saying that I remind her of her own grandchildren (: Pretty productive.

Wanted to walk to the mrt station instead of taking a bus there and coincidentally, I bumped into Audi and so we chatted and walked the whole journey. His stories are funny and he's such a nice guy. Really admire him for being so independent, living apart from his family (:

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I especially hate it when I'm the last to know about something.

shi-shi-wet's pretty hairclip.

Yinsy & I were studying together (:

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Ade-jie! :D

The stupid things we do in class (:

Studied in school for awhile since I was supposed to wait for Shing. Joined by zee and then wy. Went to talk to bahiah for awhile since it's been ages! Kinda disturbed her, trying to finish drawing her titration curve :D

Walked Syu out. The first thing she said to me was, "I got new Big Bang videos! You want?" Lol. Told her of my youngest bro saying, "Tak tahu, tak per, tahu, diam." Haha. It's damn rude but it's funny at the same time.

Sufi walked past me and gave me 'that' stare/glare.
"You think you very scary is it?"
"I don't need to think."
-.-"

Newest addition to the family. Sissy's.

My youngest bro asked me for a plaster and this was what he used it for- a farewell card for his teacher who's leaving. So sweet! :D

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Abseiling in school. It was my very first time. My heart was beating real fast and I was shitass scared when the teacher said, "Okay, you can lean back now." after hooking me up with all the ropes and stuff about 5 stories high up but I survived!

Happy & relieved girl after reaching the ground. Yinsy went before me so she looking at me from downstairs, laughing at me when I kept spinning around the rope, tangling myself up. Dork. Haha. I spotted Madam and another econs tutor clapping when I landed. So adorable! :D

Zee looks like a pro.

By her turn, it was already recess time so a lot of people were gathering around the abseiling area. The dude in the pic was like, "It feels like a zoo" (with so many people gawking) and I went, "Yah, and you're the zookeeper." Lols. Omg, I can't believe I was so lame. Well, at least he was nice enough to laugh at it. Haha :D

The harness was damn unglam, really.

Was waiting for eli at Tampines mrt station when I bumped into reen! Pure coincidence. Whoa. Missed that girl!

Eli came & we chatted all the way till Marina Square. Looked for her gladiators and I spotted this nice blue tote at Charles&Keith! O.O We decided that we have no luck with younger dudes, oh well. Haha, bet neh's grinning.

Watched Dark Knight together! Yay! :D Loved the movie though I felt this emptiness when it ended. I love The Joker's dark humour and dry wit. Rest in peace, Heath Ledger.

Batman: Let her go.
The Joker: Oooh. Very poor choice of words.

"What doesn't kill you, makes you... stranger. HAHAHAHA"

I went into the theatre thinking of The Joker as Iago from Othello and came out of it feeling more convinced that what Mr Wee said was true, they do mirror each other- the antagonist. We don't know for sure what is his purpose for doing all the evil deeds that he did and what was the driving force(s) behind his actions. Was each killing/murder, a pure 'accident'?

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Hanging on.

Ray.

It's the little things you do that truly matters to me.

Daughters - John Mayer

2008-07-27T10:02:00.005+08:00

I was watching a video of ___ and me last year during a concert, goofing around together and realised how much we've each changed- how much time and distance could affect the relationship, wishing that I could go back in time just to feel the same way again.

I've truly been an emotional wreck these weekend, crying over almost everything. Perhaps it's because I'm falling sick- the fatigue and helplessness. Perhaps it's all the workload and all the pressure. Perhaps it's the support that I yearn so much for but I'm not receiving.

You.

You were the cause of why I cried so much last night.

Sometimes I wished that you knew how neglected I feel as a daughter, as your daughter.
Sometimes, I really feel that all you care about are your two sons and sports. It's like if you don't play sports, if you don't excel in them, I have nothing much to say to you.
Sometimes when I need the encouragement to hang in there and live through this tough times, you weren't there to give me your support. Where were you?
Even as we were at the parents-teachers meeting yesterday, I could sense your impatience and desire of wanting to get over and done with it asap just so you could rush to bro's soccer match.
What about me? Have you considered my feelings? Have you considered how I felt there and then?
Sometimes I feel so hurt by your actions that I just want to coop up in my room and remain there.
I tried to tell myself to stop crying. But I just couldn't. The more I think about it, the more the tears flow.

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

2008-07-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but this time round, crying did not help.

play

2008-07-20T17:31:00.004+08:00

a play with angles.

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Jer's present & chocolate in the morning.
Babe's dragonfly necklace.
Fifi's cd.
Tennis & a lot of running after balls.

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Zee's Santa Claus uncle.

While waiting for MsSuey.

I really love teachers who care (:

"The file getting thicker already ar.." (; - MsS

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Woke up remembering vaguely some dream of DQ at a pageant, all dressed up in purple formal wear onstage, waving to the crowd while I cheered my lungs out for him from the audience. Come to think of it, it's hilarious.

"Why you kepo my loveletter?"
"Cos no one ever gives me one..."
"That's cos all you think about is - death." (inside joke - jzr)

I have a fetish for nice legs.

A whole lot of bastarding & pretty handiwork coupled with green apple bbt on a Wednesday afternoon. Syaf and her 'magic bag' aye, Poi (:

Jer's random call while I was walking back to the mrt station. 39.

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"I don't care , I want sex!" -Yinsy on Othello's themes.

"I'm seducing you~" -Wr/New Leaf while peering over -.-"

Cow's neh.

I know I don't have to question you. You'll tell me if you want me to know.

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Jer's adorable when he accidentally leaned onto another girls shoulder cos he was too tired, I guess. The (embarrassed) look he gave me when he woke up and realised I was staring at him, smirking, was priceless. Lol.

Of harnesses, belaying and rock-climbing.

"Machineee." -MrNg on the GC (God's Calculator)

Yong Tau Fu.

TPJC Dancefest 2008.

Loads of hiphop, a mini-striptease accompanied by a rowdy crowd and an amusing emcee. Oh plus a lot of teasing and bastarding.

MJ Dance Society owned the stage! :D Spotted Mandaaa.

Eli, Naq, Syaf.

Curfews suckk.

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Bellz-crazy sister.

I love black bras.
& a Scorpio loves being in control.

the week

2008-07-12T20:17:00.005+08:00

Sunday (July 6)

Had TKD grading at Toa Payoh Sports Hall. Some random girl grabbed my arm at the overhead bridge & grinned at me while I was walking with boobs. ??? Was nervous as usual cos I only trained once before the grading omg. Plus KY just had to ask, "Hey.. can or not?" smack before I went down. Haha :D

Did the pattern, screwed my back hook, sparred with WF & both of us were like blind bats. I just kept kicking at her (felt so bad) & suddenly she kicked me at where it hurts -ahem- haha. OUCH man but it's okay cos she really can't see anything without her specs (: Wished that I could spar with someone whom I don't know cos it'll be easier to whack that person without guilt eating up your insides.

Ate with YT, Min, YJ, XX & Sha at KFC - it was fun, the bitching and all & after the lovebirds left, it was madness talking about porn with the juniors. Haha :D

Watched "The Strangers" at CS with YJ at 730 after walking around TM for awhile and sharing bbt & McFlurry while trying to warp his face. Haha. It's so weird hearing someone call you, "~jie". IMO, the show was frightening with elements of a thriller all the darkness (scene with pinup girl asking for some unknown stranger at their door during the wee hours) & mysterious sounds and coincidental occurances. Thought that dollface and paper bag dude was really freaky. The woman beside me jerked everytime one of the strangers appeared. Lol. YJ was real lucky I didn't squeeze the fats outta his arm from gripping too hard. (; Hate endings that are such cliffhangers tho but I guess it makes the whole movie much scarier.

Thank you boy for the treat :D He look so adorkable here haha. I like it that we can talk about almost everything under the sun from my girl crushes to his primary five obsessions (: We spotted two les couples - man it's been pretty long since I saw any.

Tuesday (July 8)

Back to school! (: or ): ?

I've a thing for empty lecture theatres.

"Why you take photos of the chairs?! Take photos of us la!" Haha :D This two girls.

It's cool how I could hear Cheer's distinct gay laughter all the way up on the fourth floor while she's on the first. Haha :D

Thursday (July 10)

Mr Low (:

His farewell message to us. Awwww man, I'll miss the way he acts out & becomes all dramatic esp during Othello discussions. I like the new tutor's voice though!

COMPASS was really fun discussing about marriage, made me think about what I would look for in a husband-to-be if we were to get married. Same beliefs? Sense of humour? Financial stability? Good looks? :D Most of the girls looked for "Faithfulness" in their husbands and ranked it as most important.

Binge-on-sushi day.

Friday (July 11)

Don't look so sad okay, dearies? (:

Just look at Rainbow's spas face during PE. Haha (: This three girls always tease me saying, "Syaf, are you sure you're Malay??" Lol.

Took height & wt. I just knew that I'm fatter now *disgruntled face*

WS posing with her gold watch. I absolutely love this picture including her sitting position :D Makes it more natural. Haha. The girl that always speaks to me in Malay. Her Malay's pretty good!

Bumped into Josph & Jer at the busstop after school. Didn't know that they knew each other! (: It was nice talking to Jer after not seeing him around for so long! *cues all the Mandarin* haha. He always speak to me in complete Mandarin & I try my very best to reply him in the same language. Haha. Reminds me of.... Been bumping into JenHun at the mrt station every morning & going to school with him recently. He's another dude that I can carry a full conversation with in Mandarin except for certain English words that I slot in :D Helps me improve faster!

Off to the airport with Yinsy where we had lunch at Macs & did Othello there.

It was fun doing lit together (: Spotted so many interesting characters- a bunch of little kids (really noisy but adorable!) waiting to visit the MacDonald's kitchen, some reallyy vulgar girl giving relationship advice to her two guy friends, this dude whom we thought left his laptop on the table and left (but he was actually sleeping cos his head suddenly popped up from behind the booth and gave us a shock!) & this old woman who kept staring at the two of us with the same unhappy, sunken expression. We tested her reaction while eating our McFlurry. I randomly turned around to check if she was looking & she was indeed staring at us! ROLF. -collapse into laughter- bulldog?

Yinsy dear :D

Saturday (July 12)

Met eli & went to Watercolours 2008, TPJ Open House. It was pretty deserted in the morning. Talked to ham for awhile. Saw sissy's maams too - all the Bintan people yeaaah (:

Walked around & they told their teachers I was their junior from TKGS, in sec four. Lol! Met chong! OMG it's been so long since I saw a fellow sixer! Haha :D Chongky never changed- she's still so encouraging & supportive of her friends (: Bumped into Eugin too, was his SLO from PUS 2008. Haha. Good to hear that he's been keeping in touch with Josh etc.

Walked around some more & we three decided to go to the shooting range. Some dude welcomed us and gave me an intro of the whole place & the CCA. Pretty cool (: Turns out that he's the Pres, Ben. So friendly but yet soft spoken. Was looking at the EXCO list when I spotted a familiar face, asked a random dude to help me call their ex-Pres. Haha.

He was stunned when I called him over. "You're Hafiz right? Do you remember me? Primary school?" "...Syafiqah." *jumps in joy cos he remembers my name while eli & ham looks embarrassed* Haha :D Such a small, teeny weeny world! A friend that I haven't seen for close to six years & I was really touched that he remembers me. He looked different from primary school, similar but more good-looking and mature. We spent a long time catching up with each other, talking about school, studies, CCA (he was really surprised I'm in TKD saying that it's really unexpected lol), other primary school friends, family. I found it really sweet that he took the JC path because of his father when he had already planned on going to poly & taking biotech. Some girl asked us if we were siblings cos we looked close. Lol! Overall, it was fun catching up with each other, exchanging contacts and all.

I can't describe how immensely proud of my primary school friends when I meet them and know that they're doing well in life. Hafiz is the President of Shooting in TPJ, Suhaimi's Council VP in MI, Nad's in Delta HC in TJ, Wani's in SP, Haikal's in SR soccer, Din's in SC in TPJ, Fatin & Fuzai's in poly, Ain's in TPJ too, Azyan's in RJ, Aruna's in TJ, & all the Changkat friends in MJ (Qiqin, Zhijun, Tony, QuanHeng, Kris, Ah Ben, HL ...) :D

Off to City Hall to shop with eli but not before eating lunch of course! Thai Express :D Ordered Thai Seafood Laksa in Green Curry- neh, Eli ate one mouthful of the noodles & her expression changed alrdy! Lol, so cute (: About the Australia trip, I'll consider it. It'll be freaking fun with you girls! Hopefully when the time comes, I'd have convinced my folks.

This girl surprised me by appearing at the entrance of Thai Express- Syaz! :D Missed my tutee loads. The first thing she asked was, "Did you grow taller?!" (: She's in TJ now but she told me she misses MJ so much that she thought that Funfestique! was something that she could attend. Lol! :D Take care dear girl!

Went to Marina Square in search of her folks 30th anni present but of course we digressed & spent more time shopping for other stuff- TOPSHOP, Zara & Mango etc, went crazy at DIVA. Haha. Spotted many many nice shoes everywhere and a C&K emerald green tote that I really like at CityLink. Glee :D We were walking to SaSa when some blue thing flew in front of us & shouted "BOOOO!" Haha. It was nar, atiq & fat! Lol (:

Much needed quality time spent with my girlfriend - took my mind off school for awhile. Guffawed at vintage flowery top guy + camo berms, uniform dude & guerilla guy. Was supposed to crash her house & all but it was pretty late & some younger dude (ahem) was waiting for her anyway so perhaps another time (:

Guess.

It's something for a special someone.

I like how we're able to understand and read each others thoughts without saying anything (:

Heun Cheok, Destiny of Love - Shinhwa

SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL

2008-07-10T22:32:00.008+08:00

CINDERELLA.

Petals. Fell in love with him on suju full house. Chocopies, Anya, planning pranks (master!) poodle-dog anya's hair, crackktastic "anya! follow me!" (The first time I was sucked into the Korean world was when Neh showed me the video of Super Junior dancing to Miracle and I was amazed at how catchy the songs was tho I didn't understand it and how 13 of them could be so coordinated in their dancing. I was hooked. And then came Dong Bang Shin Ki, Big Bang, SS501, F.T. Island, Shinhwa, Battle, Younha, So Nyeo Shi Dae, Wonder Girls, HOT, SHINee...)

I love this little boy.

I love how he's so amazingly cute. His endearing smile that lights up my day.

How he's superbly DORKY.

How he's so pretty.

How he tries to act fierce but it just becomes amusing.

How he's able to make people like Kibummie feel so comfortable.

How he actually takes photographs.

And uses DSLRs.

How he loves children. (It just broke my heart to see him cry for the blind child pianist in Star King)

How he's able to carry off almost every look and hairstyle (even hair colour!)

How he looks so feminine beside tough guys like Siwon and Hankyung. So manja~

His lol-worthy facial expressions.

His love for children.

How he's really wittty and pwns dangyunhaji on XMAN.

How he's really pretty. Oppa nommu yeppeo.

How he's really talented (singing, acting Rainbow Romance & Golden Bride, dancing, emceeing)

How much he actually cares for his hyungs & dongsaengs.

How he's so flamboyant and doesn't give a damn about what others think of him.

His unique sense of style.
His own fashion.

How he's so attached to his kitty - Heebum.

How he can actually be handsome and sleek if he wants to.

His awesome imitations all the dancing in KTR (so hot, tell me, kissing you, ivy's sonata of temtation in SK) and lovelove his imitations of siwon's hand gestures and kibum's big shy grin.

How he looks so pretty crossdressing.

His selca moments.

THAT famous smirk of his.

How he always doesn't act his age even though he's one of the oldest members.

His amazing and versatile voice in sunkist CF (singing san kum) & his ability to make people laugh. Amazing sense of humor and wit.

How he manages to do the most unexpected yet most HEECHUL-ish things.

He's just AWESOME in his own way.

Happy Birthday, Kim Heechul, my first ever Korean-love. Have a blessed twenty-fifth birthday :D

the mad rush during math lecture

2008-07-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

There Is No Alternative (T.I.N.A.)

Back to school cool.

& I just wanna say I love my babe and the stupid grin she puts on my face today. -hugs yinsy-

Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle

2008-07-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

Remember the childhood days? :D



		I will marry Jonghyun.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in swimming pool in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 2 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a grey Beetle.
		I will spend my days as a PR manager, and live happily ever after.

So much crack lol.

GIGS @ MAAD

2008-07-05T22:13:00.010+08:00

Happy 2nd Birthday, MAAD! :D

Sissy & I trooped to the Red Dot Design Museum at Tanjong Pagar to visit MAAD! :D

It was pretty crowded with the OIC day and everything but we were attracted by the array of polaroids on display- ranging from the super super vintage to the pretty current ones and there were even colourful Barbie polaroid cameras! :D

The dude in the white and pink striped polo- he's Xavier the organizer of the whole Polaroid competition. Really nice person, very amiable too. Chatted with him and got to know lots of things about Polaroids. He's been collecting Polaroid cameras for 4 years now and has about 120 of them. OMG xD Polaroid heavennn! Haha.

Reallly cool design of a lamp using recycled bottles :D

Some LG fridge with *bling bling* handles - whoa :D

The stone basin in the washroom. Pretty prehistoric aye.

The wackehh sister (:

Before we went to the washroom, there was a guy who shouted across the room, "Watch the performance later ah!" in a nice way and he was all, "Baik ah!" when I flashed him the OK sign. Haha. The other reason why I came to MAAD was to watch the gigs! & First up there was VIVA, a modern English rock & roll band.

http://www.myspace.com/vivaprofile

Dani singing. They were really awesome! :D I was pleasantly surprised when they started singing- catchy songs with heartfelt lyrics and all originals (: +++ point.

Abby smiling at Lucas :D

Happy Birthday to Qimmy, the dude in black - he turns seventeen. Man, do I feel old! (:

Afiq :D

My favourite song was Always, followed by My Missy (:

And I wanna make you smile
Make you love me
Make you miss me
And I'll hold your hands
And say that I'll always be there
For you… (For you)

Random shot.

Sissy thinks he's pretty haha (:

Glad I made sissy change her mind about local music. Yay! Now she supports local music and is willing to give it a chance :D Support local talent man!

The new baby and addition to the family- Lax the Polaroid (:

Some tree thing that I bought because I thought the guy selling it was really cute & shy - he was stuttering while talking to me haha!

Just shoot me please.

Had Yong Tau Fu at Banquet & sissy treated me to ice-kacang! Yummmy :D

Thanks neh & eli for the videocall! Haha. Was really caught off guard. Plus who was the one who exclaimed, "She finally on-ed the light!"? Haha :D You couldn't see my face cos I was watching TVXQ on Youtube in the dark lol! Glad you both enjoyed the concert!

MAAD

2008-07-04T20:17:00.003+08:00

MAAD July 5 & 6

(click picture to enlarge)

In a nutshell.

2008-07-04T17:34:00.007+08:00

Feels like I haven't blogged for ages! Picture spam!

The nicest seaweed I've tasted! Not too salty, not too thick but still crunchy & yummy!
Thanks neh :D

Friday (13 June)

Mugged at Macs with the babes (:

Multitasking- eating McFlurry & reading her chem notes.

Zee looks so pretty here! Love her hair & her tan!
(p/s: Zee, since you posted a pic of me, here's one just for you from your #8 single and available friend hahahaha)

Gone mad studying (:

Really.

Wednesday (18 June)

At Changi with sissy (:

Saturday (21 June)

Fetched ayah from Umrah at the airport where all five of us were really happy to see him back again, all safe & sound :D Kisses & hugs.

The brothers.

Swensons treat! :D Yummy Sticky Chewy Chocolateee!

Thank you babe for the sweet note & I'm wearing my favourite Phobos tee :D

It's math mixed with whatever songs I was listening to - lol.

Primary school mates (solarized) Azyan, Syaf, Heather, Nad. We look as though we're going to get enlisted.

Wednesday (25 June)

Ice cream after a tough paper.

The girlfriend & her boyfriend :D

Reen was so random. Called me and asked me to go down for awhile lol. Ended up with Trav driving us to Macs at Afghanistan and just round & round for a ride. It feels really weird seeing a peer drive lol but it was nice catching up with the lovebirds! Hope to have more fun rides again! Trav drives really smoothly & well +++ point!

Aunt got me a backpack - bright purple (like something SHINee would wear) but it's a tad too small but I'm still insistent in keeping it with me instead of giving it to my youngest bro (NO WAY MAN) :D

Tuesday (1 July)

It was crazy in the bus. EVERYONE was reading their Chem notes and it was a pretty rare sight - I just had to snap it.

Met Naq after the papers & we went to E!Hub nearby for our long awaited movie date :D

Love the colourful toilet doors. We were so lame seriously,
Me; "Eh naq, you go into the green one since you're in Triton and I'll go to the red one. Hahahahahah."

Okay. That was my sole lame idea. Lol.

Colourful marble sinks!

& a mandatory peekture with my movie buddy!

Ferris wheel!

See how much I love colours :D Just found the way the sofa seats were arranged - adorable.

Yes, we watched WANTED with 63853958320 Meridians :D It was an awesome movie! A little too bloody for me though - both of us were half-hiding behind our jackets! Haha. Go watch it if you haven't!

Favourite quotes:

The butcher whispering,"pussy pussy pussy pussy . . ."

The ending line. "This is me taking back control of my life. What the fuck have you done lately?"

I also like the first line in the movie. It sets the tone nicely. "It's my anorexic boss's birthday.."

Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same (dir Ray Z.)

Wednesday (2 July)

Back to school in the afternoon to train for grading. It's been so long since I've exercised/even trained hence all the sore muscles (lipids) & the inflexibility kicks in, lol but I had fun doing warm up with Wai Leong haha, always so competitive.

Min :D

KY taught us J2s how to do the back hook. Oh my I think I really suck at it. It's a combination of back thrust & turning kick. How gee! Left us to practice by ourselves but in the end came back to help us. It was so weird when he asked, "Can I hold your leg?" Haha. I was stunned like: ????? lol. To show us the correct position/pose before snapping back. OMO. I let him hold it up at an obtuse angle, when I accidentally lost my balance, he let go of my leg also and I fell in a split position (ouch!!!) haha. Created such a commotion but the whole thing was so amusing. Poor KY, bet he felt so bad for letting go and caused me fall in such an awkward almost-splitting position that he kept asking if I was okay :D ROFL.

Taught the girls their side kick & punches for awhile before chatting with some of the guys about their results. Miss chatting to Alvin, Dennis etc :D Had a good talk with YJ tho - it's been pretty long since I've last talked to him even! When I think about it, it's cool how I can talk to him about almost everything - from school (yes tkgs haha), studying together, hamsters and turtles to him asking me for advice in relationships. Can't wait for Sunday, tho I feel pretty bad (:

Brought my lomo to school and Shing, Yinsy, Min & YJ were my targets! :D Wonder how the pictures will turn out once I send the film for developing.

Before it's taken down, I thought of snapping a picture of us. Miss HC badly.

Trying to thrown YJ's bag up standing on the table & everything. Haha :D

Saibin treated me to bbt & just wanna say, don't worry about things alright? I'm sure everything will turn out alright (:

Thursday (3 July)

Finished watching Zettai Kareshi (thanks neh for the tip) and I cried like nobody's business. Thank God, Mumsy wasn't at home and I was alone. My nose was all blotchy & eyes were bloodshot red. Night didn't have to die, his systems didn't have to shut down. Hayami Mokomichi! :D

Friday (4 July)

Back to school! I think the tutors seemed to be in pretty good moods :D

Kat was so adorable. We switched house tees for Pre-U Sem Sandcastle building activity since she was in the Red zone while I was in Yellow. "Errr. I got a confession to make: I always wear your house tee when I go out cos it's so big and comfy and I like the colour!" Dangyunhaji! Red's such a nice colour! :D

Frisbee for PE! Run like dogs ah. Haha :D Luckily we mixed our teams if not it'll be uneven! Had fun laughing with the girls and yeah - running around the field. I seriously think I suck at frisbee save for the few occassional nice interceptions.

Had a nice talk with Bahiah during recess. I like the way she's always so animated in her speech! :D

Chem revision lecture (which was pretty fun! I like the lecturer haha) & econs tutorial (yummy peanut butter candies from US!) and then off to the Hokkaido Fair at TM.

With Yinsy, WS, Rainbow & Ade-jie! :D

It was dang crowded and we had to push around like aunties but it was worth it!

Bought red bean rice cakes, potato croquette (sp?), shared cream cheese + milk cocoa Japanese ice cream with Yinsy. Yumyyy! All four of us sampled the nuts like nobody's business haha. Sadly this year, they didn't allow sampling of the cheesecake. I remembered going to this fair last year with Yunzhi, Wenq & Keyi and we tried the cheesecake - so heavenly & it melts in your mouth! Mmmmmm~

The milk cocoa & cream cheese ice cream for the two cheese lovers! :D

It's amazing how much we can eat considering how much we'd eaten before - we were still *surprisingly* hungry. Haha. Had nasi lemak with babe at the basement & I bumped into the guidy juniors: Weiyu & Irene - thought they purposely skipped guides but it turned out that there was no CCA lol :D

I miss H&M. This is so random I know but I was reading my past entries, when I was in sec 4, I always stress myself out over math cos of Gary. Man. He was the bestest :D and cutest tutor +++ point! Plus he's awfully lame. Looking back now, really wished that I could meet up with Gay + r together with Syaz. Hmmmms.

TAG REPLIES!

reen;
haha yes. laze around at the beach with beach towels and all (: ask trav along too! haha. yes Lucas is attached to my sister tho lol but we do share him between us both don't worry. i wanna take your photo with Lucas too! you'll look awesome ((;

zee;
haha. the beach thing was totally her idea lol! hope your competition went well yea! :D

suf;
SUFIIIIIIIII! why you keep calling me KAK siaf!!!! even bing ran called me SIAF lol! all your fault. haha. see you around in school! :D

neh;
haha. the 'so hot' photo! lol :D :D can't rmb what context it was in though! your zettai kareshi made me cry so bad la....sniff*

jess;
me toos! how did your JCTs go? :D & how's nah?

yin;
haha. yes of course your face will always appear! haha. glad you like the goodies i zipped inside the thumbdrive for you. "i crap rainbows" haha! :D

cherlia;
hello! :D haven't seen you in school lately. miss you!

Radar

2008-07-03T20:24:00.004+08:00

Playlist.

Replay - SHINee

SM's latest magnet. Feels weird spazzing over them when I can be counted as their noona. OMO :D Feel in love with Replay and literally had it on replay when I got it (:

Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho & Taemin (the cutest magnae!) SHINee Hwaiting!

Look At Me - Tae Yang

Love the feel of this song including the MV even though I like G-Dragon's lyrics better (:

Bye Bye - SS501

A feel good song from the quintet :D Thanks neh!

The double HJs - Hyun Joong and Hyung Joon, Jung Min, Kyu Jong & Young Saeng.

If We Are Together (KBS Strongest Chilwoo OST) - SS501

I like this song! Sing a long together :D Very relaxing & soothing atmosphere too.

Romeo and Juliet - Clazziquai

The romantic theme song of "We Got Married" (WGM) from the Canadian-Korean trio.

Reminds of a rainy day, snuggled up in a corner of the couch, reading a romance novel and drinking steaming hot coffee (:

So Hot - Wonder Girls

JYP's successful formula again. A really catchy song & I like it better than "Tell Me" but "Tell Me" will always be classic (cues Heechul's Tell Me dance) Haha (:

Yoobin's rap is really sexy. Love her husky voice and how she says, "Ha Ji Won" at the end (:

Too Much (ft. Seo In Young from Jewelry) - Crown J

From WGM, the most entertaining couple - always bickering but really sweet (: & I love the lyrics to this song - of two different individuals coming together and trying to understand each other in the end. With a mix of a wee bit of Soulja boy in the middle of the song "I love youuuuuu~" Lol.

Thank You - Kim Hyun Joong

Another great song by leader-sshi. Love his sincere voice & of course his absolutely dry wit! :D

Incomplete (Sisqo's cover) - Jonghyun

Even though he mispronounced "lingerie", he's forgiven because this boy sings with soul that he pwns :D Someone said that he'd even give Ryeowook a run for his money. Lol but I love his covers of Neyo's songs & own, In My Room :D Bling Bling*

Box In A Ship (Preview) - DBSK

I miss the Dong Bang boys! Not much news of them nowadays ): but they're back with a single, Box In A Ship which sounds so Disney-like! Instant uplift of spirits! :D Definite singalong song! Can't wait to get the full song! :D OHMY! The short preview version is currently what I wake up to every morning - set as alarm tone!

D.I.S.C.O. - Uhm Jung Hwa (ft. TOP)

Anything with TOP rapping is love :D Okay, I admit it. I'm biased towards TOP even though I dislike techno. Haha. When TOP appears in the MV, it's charisma x 547364832 grins*

Party - Uhm Jung Hwa (ft. G-Dragon)

G-Dragon's a composing genius! :D Heart his rapping. Love his Nike jacket in the photo too!

& I'll always like listening to Go Hae, Sarang Hamnida and Bogoshipda.

SLRs

2008-06-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

Random.

Just because I love seeing the Dong Bang boys with cameras :D

I see Canon.

Leader-sshi.

Changmin seems to be the most interested in photography (:

Jaejoong! :D

Favourite. In Paris :D

p/s. I just realised Crown J & I share the same birthday - just that he's an oppa, being 11 years older. No wonder he's so patient with Seo In Young :D

constant

2008-06-22T19:38:00.004+08:00

The one constant in life is - change.

Ayah arrived back in Singapore yesterday. Thank God, he's alright, safe and well.

It's too late to regret now. Somebody please give me a tight, hard slap. I need to wake up from this slumber,

Crying is useless.

Sunrise.

2008-06-18T12:30:00.006+08:00

Familia.

Mumsy woke me up at 6am and I was wondering what the hell was going on since it was still the holidays and all. She had a random idea of going to the beach to watch the sunrise haha. So off we went, the brothers, sissy & I to Changi Beach, squeezing into a really packed 9. We were the only ones that got off at Changi Beach, the people going to work in the bus were looking at us like O.o lol. Reached there about 650am to a pretty deserted beach - awesome (; Btw, Sissy brought Lucas along.

We laid out our picnic mat and had a mini-breakfast of crackers, bananas and apples (:

With Mumsy & the brothers. Just look at the PSP-obsessed one.

The little one. Magnae.

Finally, sunrise!

Breathtaking :D

Love how the water glistens.

Wonder Woman Wannabe.

It's been quite sometime since I felt so relaxed.

With Mumsy & she closed her eyes! Haha (:

See the flying sand? The youngest did that grr.

Joining the trio to look at the waters.

The starfish Mumsy found, pretty aye (:

I love my sissy & the stupid things we always do from young till now :D

The planes were flying so near us! Kwel (:

Another angle?

Breakfast with them at the foodcourt nearby. Had nasi lemak, fried rice, chicken porridge & puteri salad complete with teh & iced soursop juice. Haha :D

Really loved the time spent with my family since we're all usually so caught up with our own lives to bond so times like this are so rare! (: I miss ayah.

RC KIDS CAMP 2008

2008-06-17T23:02:00.003+08:00

Kids Say The Darnest Things.

Yinsy & I went back to Kovan to help out with the kids RC Camp. Of course we just had to get our favourite sushi first :D The boys were playing soccer under the hot mid-day sun while the girls were just sitting under the shade. Some of the kids ran towards us and it feels good to be welcomed back. Lots of "Kak Syaff!" :D

Brought them to the park nearby for some teambonding and obstacle course activities before lunch. Took out Lucas from my bag and I think Mr Wayne fell for his 50mm lens haha :D Omy.

Mini rock climbling! :D

Helping the kiddoes balance :D

Jamie at the back.

She's gonna grow up pretty (:

The volunteers + the punk rat that refuses to do his "Hey, hey, hey~" for me lol!

Kids won't be kids without fights of course. I guess Reimy really needs to control his temper and his hot-headedness. It's really cliche but the saying "It takes two hands to clap" is really true. The fight wouldn't have started if one side gave in. Need to educate children nowadays - stop being racist and sexist in this society,

Guess who came back to visit! Haha :D OMO. This kiddo surprised me during lunch when I went back to hut (?) to collect drinks and I didn't realise he was smack in front of me, eating his lunch quietly haha. Looking back now, the way I shrieked and jumped about like a ding dong was really so embarassing. Haha. Yinsy, shhhhhh :D

Hee Tian, the boy that keeps pairing me up with Faruq with lame reasons like "Both of you have curly hair!" Tsk :D

Mr Joooooo! Trying to fight with Lucas :D

My babe :D

Saranghae~

Nikki! He totally reminds me and Yinsy of Lionel, weird crappy antics and all! :D

Auntie Lin laughing. I really love seeing kids laughing and looking so carefree. Stark contrast when they grow up perhaps.

This place holds a lot of memories for me.

Random.

Lunch with the kids was a really funny affair, all of the girls trying to suck up to Nikki so that he'll help them finish their rice, bribing him with coke. Jasmine tried to do the same to me but it didn't work, asked her to go ask her "boyfriend"-nikki instead haha. :D

Bussed to Bukit Chandu. The boys in front were so noisy! I think Vance wanted to call me "jiejie" at first but the words "Mummy!" came out instead. Don't ask me how it became like that but it was so funny! To the rest of his cousins I was their godmother. ROFL. To me, it was pretty heartwarming to hear someone call you "Mummy!" It was cute how they were spazzing over my Mandarin and kept asking me, "Are you Chinese/Malay?" Kids :D

Chin Keong snoozing away :D So adorkable.

Nikki sleeping but not so adorkable :D

Jasmine! This girl is really ki-yut-a :D We talked a lot during the whole busride, about school, sports, hobbies, her family, her two dogs and even about marriage. I think children like her are very mature. "Marry a man that love you, care (for) you..." Whoa :D Really reminds me of the peribahasa, "Kecil jangan disangka anak, besar jangan disangka bapa".

Reached :D So many memories here too. Visited this place a couple of times already, NE journey during primary school, during guides nature hike...

Mr W; "Do you know the history of Lt Adnan?"
Me, "All I remember is he tried to save the country during the Jap War and died because he was poked by the bayonet and hanged from the tree at the hill there."
Mr W, "Okay good. You go lead one group."
Me; ??????

Haha. Whattt.

Watched the show in the small media room with the kids and they were so amused by the screen in front that they were touching it to see if it was real at the end (;

On The Way Down - Ryan Cabrera

YJ's Dardar :D

My grandmother's old house used to have a fan like this.

Asma :D She's really talkative once you get to know here! (Stark contrast from a shy young girl initially)

Amirul! I like this pic a lot (:

Reimy's picked up the phone that will tell you the experiences some of the survivors went through and he went, "Cik! Cik! Dua epok-epok!" Lol! :D

Neh will get the meaning of this ;)

Camwhoring.

Reimy looks totally cute doing his mini quiz so diligently :D

Credits: Mr Wayne.

My dearest godsis :D Still as cheeky as ever, always tickling me from behind and running away after that.

Soccer boys.

Love this picture from Mr W (:

Leaving the place and walking to Kent Ridge park.

Group photo! Yinsy & I were sitting down and hiding behind the tank- too tired from handling the kids haha. CK & Kang found us after that lol.

Toddlers! Sissy will go gaga if she sees them.

Kang when I asked him to pose. Haha :D

Aigoo. It was really fun chatting with the bosses again :D Oogling at picturesque Venice from Mr Joo's camera to bastarding people (trying to snap pics of Kang & Yinsy from different angles) & Mr Joo's random thought of "Should have brought cards ar!" Haha :D I was busy snapping pics. When I heard that, I immediately turned around and grinnned. Blackjack! Yinsy, "Syaffff!" Haha :D

Just look at Kang's amchio (sp?) face. Haha!

Listening to advice from oppa or should it be ajusshi? Haha. Cannot call him Daddy- it'll be more like sugar daddy sounds so wrong haha!

Love how the sunlight streams onto the flower.

Reminds me of Eunice.

When the sunbae's talking to the dongsaeng.

Vance, my 'son'. He really called me "Mummy!" for the rest of the day lol!

Andre & Samson,

Nikki and his fanboys.

Romantic couple under the tree, basking in the sunset.

The kids were like so free after dinner. Without knowing, I became the number one target. Got bastarded with Faruq, Kang etc. couldn't even sit down in peace because all of a sudden, one whole group of girls will be dragging Nikki towards me. Lol. They even matchmaked Yinsy & me. Geez! :D

Thanks babe for the angle!

Preparing for the nightwalk.

He'll always say to me, "Eh perempuan Tanjong Katong ni!" Haha. Just cos we were in neighbouring secondary schools :D

Nicholas being really excited for the nightwalk.

Off they go! :D

The nightwalk was pretty fun, Yinsy & I hid behind the pathway, breaking twigs and then walking with the group, throwing twigs at them from behind and then pretending it's not us. Some of the kids really fell for it lol. Kang & CK also moved rocks and placed a red plastic bag at the dimly lit lamppost.

Overall, I really had fun today. Learnt a lot from the kids, how to chose a husband from Jasmine, how to handle fights and all. I really want to have kids when I'm married! The motherly instincts kicks in :D Ended the night with buying Milk tea & pearls, bussing home with babe- both tired ommas.

SG17

2008-06-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Sexy Seventeen.

Went out with my lovely SG from pre-u sem :D I thought I was latee! But when I reached City Hall, only Shams, Mae and Matt were there lol. Spotted Toh Yu Yin & Mei Shan! :D Sixers!

We went bowling! :D I think I suck at bowling - it's been ages since I've bowled!

Cat bowling! :D Matt's a real good teacher cos she improved towards the end!

Sak feeling really excited :D This girl's so adorableee!

Matt's turn! Haha :D He was so supportive of me especially when I spared, he was waiting with both his hands up, ready to give me hi-fives! Matty Matty!

Mae & Shams, our supporters!

Ahhhhh, Josh is so photogenic (:

Happy happy!

Guess who won in the end? Haha. It was me! Lol. With 74 pins. Such a close fight between me, Matt & Josh at the start. So amusing but it was fun bowling with the kiddoes! We got to catch up with each other loads.

Cat and Sak! Cat reminds me a lot of Heather from primary school. Hmmms.

Josh imitating Cat. Lol! Matt was asking me why I never go online - "Cos I wanted to talk to youuu!" Gosh - like a little boyboy! Haha :D

Yay! Heart this girl :D I remembered I made her promise to tell me once she's attached before we parted on the last day of PUS. Chatted with her a lot - about HC, tkd & hockey. Such a sweet girl!

Girlies!

Matt (looking so boyboy!), Josh (the macho one) & Michael (thanks to him & Priyanka for organising!)

After bowling, we went for an early dinner at Thai Express in which we got lost on the way there. Haha!

Matt & I ordered the same- some laksa in green curry. It was spicyyyyyy! Treated him & Josh to Tom Yam Soup :D

Paozo/Paulie came! Poor boy was so jetlagged (evident in photo) after his econs trip to US. Super jealous of his trip there cos it sounded like so much fun! Wall Street, White House - whoa!

Cat Cat! I hear Matt's "meowwww!" Haha :D

Find this photo of Sak very lovely - Lucas loves her man.

Josh xD

Zul came too! Ain, if you're reading this he's Fahmy Cina's cousin! Small world right! Haha :D

CUTEST xD

Lip-read to guess what Matt's saying.

Sak posing with Zul's kid's cologne which smelled really good & masculine- I like! (:

Fried rice.

DQ DQ DQ! :D

Sharing music.

Kawaii desu.

Zul's expression must be the result of something DQ said. Haha!

He reminds me so much of bryanboy.

Shams! Love her 'do! She taught me how to do it during PUS lol!

Zul's hair! Just by using his dad's cream wow. Haha. Yay! MI Council Pres :D Wish him all the best in office!

First time I see people taking out GC in a restaurant to count money. Lol!

Needed to pee urgently so we all went to the washrooms.

Looks like the guys finished wayyy before us girls. Just look at their expressions. Heh (:

Was late in watching Kung Fu Panda!

"There is no secret ingredient!"

Oogway: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present.

Master Wu Gui?? Lol! :D

Sat beside Matt and his laughter made me laugh. Just like a little boy. Could hear Sak laughing all the way at the end. Haha :D Told him I'm in love with Po's big fat bouncy belly - feel like squeezing it! My favourite scene was when Master was training Po to be the Dragon Warrior by using food & when Po was fighting Tai Lung, the leopard baddie. Overall, it was a hilarious movie worth watching! :D We stayed until the credits finished - in which there was a very touching scene of Master and Po eating pao together under the peach tree (:

While walking down the stairs to Marina Square again, they popped into one of the theatres and wanted to crash Indiana Jones which was showing - lol!

Yi Ning! :D

I asked some nice woman to take a pic for us with Lucas and she was so apprehensive when she saw the large SLR. Lol! Luckily, she was so nice and patient with us! :D

Matt & Josh. Close buddies since PUS :D Their friendship's really heartwarming.

Matt & I! :D He still remembered the talk at the beach cos he was like "the next outing we go to the beach to talk okay?" *looks at me* Haha. We share the same taste in music too - listening to his musicplayer together while walking back to the mrt station :D Plus, he asked if could go mug together for econs sometime. Haha, sureeeee...

Favourite photo! Pretty sad the rest like Jon, David, Eugin, Wenzhen, MeiFong, Priyanka, Manyu, Evan, Delia, Yanting, Bimbo Pearl, Joseph, Ant and Nic couldn't make it ): but it's okay! Next outing should be at the end of the year where the J1s have finished promos and J2s- As. Sak suggested PitStop Cafe and Matt the beach. Both sounds like fun! :D Can't wait to see them all again. Hope that we stay tight and keep in touch!

Kim Hyun Joong. Leader-sshi. Double S.

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2008-06-11T14:49:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES;

zee;
hiee babe! are we still studying together tomorrow?

reen;
hmmmm. give me a call and we'll see how? :D

jess;
haha. your sms damn random! :D :D

cherlia;
cherl dear! haha. i can't wait to see you in school (((:

amirul;
but the triton capt's so adorable! haha. come back soon from aussie, i miss reading your posts! (:

yinsy;
haha. yesyes (: hao xiang ni. that's why everything i eat is what we usually eat together. teeheee.

eliza;
eli! you're in india now omg so unfairrr! poots. haha. have fun there and buy for me nice skirt kay! haha. kidding kidding. po's so cute! :D

naq;
haha. hello movie buddie! after myes okay? cathay! :D

neh;
yes. you got it right! it's her teenyweeny toes! haha :D thanks for all the songs you gmailed me! HYUNJOONG! :D :D and cooking? cooking! haha. suju-H lol lol.

2E2004.

2008-06-10T13:50:00.006+08:00

TWOOTERS.

Met up with the secondary school buddies :D yay to TKGirls!

Pretty Nar :D

Lunched at Swensons at T2. Mac & Cheese was YUMMY! Anything with cheese is! Haha. I can imagine Eli rolling her eyes. Shared Nutty Mighty with that girl (: Yay, good food = happy girl.

Caught up with everyone, their lives, studies and plus the latest gossips! :D

Took a hecka long time to decide where to go after lunch - some wanted to shop some wanted to play frisbee (girls will be girls - the ficklemindedness haha) so we decided to go to Pasir Ris Park in the end (:

Nar trying to persuade Syu to take a photo.

Nar, Naq, Syaf, Sum, Fat :D

Nar & Naq haha! These two!

Did I mention how much I love natural shots of people :D

Pretty Eli! J!

By the breakwaters.

Marvel at the sunset.

NAQ! :D

Look at Eli's face in the background haha!

Naq and Syu both wanted to play around with Lucas (Sissy's SLR) and I told Syu, "Just cos I let you take two photos means you very pro alrdy la!" And it didn't help that Nar kept saying, "Good one, Syaf!" Haha! I know kinda mean but it was so fun suanning her the whole time - poor girl! :D :D

With Sum & Naq.

Yay- happy girls :D

My girlies! (:

The cute one retorts back.

It was fun chatting with them and knowing what has been going on in their lives. It made me reminisce the times we had in TKGS, in cute little green pinafores, going crazy in class, during recess. Ahhhhh.... the memories :D I'm really glad we're still keeping in contact. Loves.

the memories 2004

2008-06-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

This was during Teachers' Day 2004. Naq seems to be having fun styling Mr Ho's hair haha!

Ah Chai’s favourite line: “Girr, don’t make noi!”. His navy blue briefs when he forgot to zip up his fly during science lesson one day, how he called me "Syafiq" to return my report book at the end of sec two when he has been my form teacher for two years lol! :D Pretty sad that he has left the school already.

I can't believe how young I look and how fast time flies! I really miss all the green~

Fatin! :D Was 4 years ago.

take care.

2008-06-10T13:01:00.002+08:00

AYAH.

We sent ayah off at the airport last evening. He's going for the holy pilmigrage for about two weeks.

I knew I was going to cry but it wasn't me who started- it was ayah himself, surprisingly. Triggered me and then my youngest brother. Looking at them made me cry so badly smack in the middle of the airport. I can't stand looking at people crying. The next moment I knew was that sissy was in tears too. It didn't help that my aunt came over to comfort us cos it only made me feel worse. Guess my youngest brother was the most affected by the absence of ayah cos he continued crying even after ayah entered the departure hall.

Thanks babe for your sms (: I know that it won't be long before he's back. Hopefully his journey will be a fruitful one and I pray that he'll be safe and looked after well.

It's nice to see this little boy smile (:

I think I've been missing Yinsy really badly cos I've been eating what we usually eat together like Yong Tau Fu on Friday, Tau Suan and even Fish Soup with noodles and milk on Saturday. Omgzzz :D Can't wait to see you again babe!

Off to Twooters outing.

SEA + kids

2008-06-09T21:35:00.004+08:00

the relatives :D and my mom always makes the cutest faces!

met up with SEA at city hall :D spotted timwei & cute miranda HC boy haha.

neh looks so adorable pouting like that :D

Lunched at Pizza Hut. As usual, we'd make a lot of noise whenever we eat. Haha! I don't know why! :D

Neh told us about her trip to Japan for band exchange. Japan sounds so cool - the streets and all! Whoa (: Thank you for all the souvenirs my dear girl! Really loved the mirror and seaweed and the bacin biscuit haha.

Eli! :D Thank you for the "CHOPE!" tissue packet! It's so cute and useful! Haha.

Hut's Platter :D

They were astonsished by the amount of CHEESE that I could eat :D

Cute girl at the airport!

Her sister :D

Mumsy and the brothers.

Boys will always be boys.

06/07

U R Man - Triple S

k-fandom

Back At One

of (awesome) family, brothers and friends

Wild Eyes - Shinhwa

adieu.

opposites.

Hari Raya Puasa

THE MERIDIAN HEARTBEAT 08

Darkness Eyes

she sells seashells by the seashore

06 넌 나의 노래 (You’re My Melody) - DBSK

childhood

Sky Of Love

indian poker 415

fatin syazana

We cannot all be heroes and thrill a hemisphere

bestie

just because

Nostalgia

10/10 - 2PM

indeed there are too many things that remind me of you

TENTH

J Electro Project Album - Love Child

The SHINee World (Doo-Bop)

Y Si Fuera Ella - Jonghyun

Koh Jid Mal - Big Bang

Red/Green

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx

Prettiest.

You.

Heun Cheok (Destiny of Love) - Shinhwa

SY

twentyfirst

no words.

You're Like Oxygen - SHINee

Inconherent Thoughts

Saturday Afternoon With Dearest Sissy & Lucas.

The Sell Signal

Woman. Lady. Namja. Incomplete.

Stand Up - Big Bang

Shake - SHINee

Buy A Nice Car.

Daughters - John Mayer

play

the week

tags

SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL

the mad rush during math lecture

Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle

GIGS @ MAAD

MAAD

In a nutshell.

Radar

SLRs

constant

Sunrise.

RC KIDS CAMP 2008

SG17

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2E2004.

the memories 2004

take care.

SEA + kids